for the future me

amid all the stress radiating from me last nite, a glow of warmth was accentuating the radiation..and curbing the snowballing stress. cos bam did an uber sweet act in his sleep! how do i know, after all we're miles apart? ah, you know it..they always say telepathy. but more concretely, i have technology to (literally) light up my night, or rather, my phone. in the midst of my frantic last minute midnight oil burning, i sent an sos-esque sms (sos sms sounds funny) to bam at, well, close to midnight (lol)..as an act of desperation. and after awhile, HE ACTUALLY REPLIED! and it was rather obvious it was a half-asleep gesture, cos he never replied to my reply. but that's enough to (almost) soften me to tears alr, what with the impending stress and papers. and these few days, i've been showing more obvious signs than ever, of me being bam's gf. like. blowing nose really hard? and shortly after waking up too. so morning papers are bad, cos they are still in the morning! and hence i blow my nose in the exam hall! and i have no hand to write. not even mentioning the disturbance yet. argh. blowing nose now. now i understand why he blows his nose that hard.

my room is in a mess! every space is a makeshift space for the stuff i lugged back from hall. even my printer! poor printer, not even having a proper place..just sitting there on some random spot on the floor. and rj was surprised that i have a scanner. which is benq, dusty, and erm..a million yrs old. but it's alright, according to her, cos what matters is i have a scanner! lol.

nanyang audi is inaccessible! can't they have a bus stop for it? like, in the middle of the quad or sthg. haha. i'm madddd.

good luck for my coming papers!

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant