got the "most mushy msg" bam bam will ever send last nite..haha..it's typically my dear's words. no possibility of an imposter. even in a most mushy msg, disclaimers, bummers, practicality and reality never fail to surface. but it's still sweet. and i agree with 100% of it.

"...everytime pebbles zhuang ke ai..i just can't help but find that she is so so ke ai~.." (Bam, 2006)

but i wonder how it would have turned out had i not received the the next msg, which was a reply to my qn of why the sudden impulse. really, i was amazed that you do think abt such things. despite all the times you said not to think of, or ask silly "what would you do" questions in imaginary scenarios. anyway, i'm glad you do, cos it showed more that our relationship matters. to you. you know i can't tell alotof things if they're not articulated. i don't know why, that though the second msg should have been a complete wet blanket, i just wanna hug you tight for thinking of us, of me, of the possibilities and of cos your assuring current state of mind. that for now you'd not give pebbles up for anyone else. and cos i found a hubby in my bf, and not a bf in a hubby. practicality triumphs over romanticness.

i love you for who you are.
for your intelligence.
your willpower.
your independence.
your thoughtfulness.
your sensibility.
and your selflessness.
not forgetting,
your arms that hug me,
your head that leans on my shoulders,
the nice smell of your hair,
and your legs that run so fast to catch the bus.

nothing abt you bothers me.
really.
except, maybe..
your seemingly unappreciativeness of my constant cheer-you-up campaigns (thru what, i shall not mention),
your noisy nose that wakes the whole house,
your occasional acting of an mcp,
and your indifference to your image.

haha.

ain't bam bam and pebbles so cute?

yet another mushy msg. tsk. what's up with me these days. 108 drives people out of the mac lab!!

the video is done! now what's left is only the music. i'm so happy! like, wow. FINALLY. still, it was fun while it lasted. mac lab is really a place to bond people. thru ridiculously low temperatures.

zz. these few days were lethargic.

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