because there was the waking up in the middle of the night beside you,
the hugging you tight while i dreamtalk,
the talking to you though i was falling asleep the next minute,
the getting up and falling down agn and agn cos i was half awake,

because you appeared in the middle of the night beside me to surprise me and tuck me back into bed,
while chanting gently "stupid pebbles stupid pebbles", cos i didn't see the msg telling me to stay up, and the 10 missed calls to open the door,

because you said you forgot why you were angry,
and came to look for me before morning soccer,
and had our usual sunday hug and kiss,
as a way to show that all was fine agn,
and you helped me with my report as promised,

because we watched my girl and i together,
as you said we would,

and you shopped with me,
just because i said i haven't done so for wks,

and then there were other happiest times,
because you gave me the card,
the "ke yi ma" on the cute card,
the message on the card,
the first card ever.

because you smile at the way i hug baobei and elmo together,
at how i lai4 chuang2,
at how i sound when i wake up,
at how my hair pongs when i first wake,

even though i kick you off the bed,
snatch away the blanket,
wake you up cos i can't sleep,
or even refuse to wake up when we're late,
and your revenge stops at telling me what i did when i wake up,

because you cooked your first instant noodle for me,
because i fed you your first sotong,
because you gave me your bmt diaries,
because you tried to cross stitch for me,
because you were with me everytime i'm at the beach,
because i took your first kiss from you,

because you touched my heart.

ラベル: innermost feeling