uni is really complex. there are stuff that you love, and systems that you hate. ppl that you never knew, and those whom you misunderstand. modules that are prescribed, and others that are unrestricted. why muz it be so complicated?? and then there's hall and sch life. pls simplify things a little. we all need to breathe. sometimes, procedures intended to keep things in order might mess them up instead. dun u agree?

seems like readership is diving. well, just a feeling. which is good. cos i really wanna put down some of my innermost feelings here. dun wanna put on a fake front and create a secret blog and hope that in this vast virtual space called the internet, no one will find it. and when they do, like, oh too bad you found it. if there's anything offensive, sorry, i didn't expect you to find it. shrugs. now i shall continue blogging on my eternal hate of choi ji woo. yea, i dun wanna do that. sometimes i wonder, do ppl really have "private" blogs in hopes of not being found? or is it really the opposite? private blog is really an oxymoronic term. sigh.

after spending two sems in cs, i realised all 18 yrs of my life has been kinda wasted in science, in a sense. no thinking deep abt issues, no debates, no space to develop yourself. only stuff to learn, practise and memorise. at least i'm glad i took up cs in the end. following what i wanna do. and not what is safe to do. like what they say, you have to be crazy to come to cs. in all sense of the words.

i'm gna finally buy my first birki's. you can say as an early bday present to myself, or just a primal need for an all-purpose footwear. and it doesn't help that all my footwear wear off at the same time. like, soon. or maybe now. nevertheless, i wanna say, yay.

sixteen days is a long wait.

ラベル: spontaneous rant