bambam's at his interview now with his ubercool speech! so proud of ya! hehe, hope it all goes well.. -clasps hands- hmm, but it shd be a good experience la. have this mda scholarship open but dunno if i can even get near it. :(

special sem open for registration! but i haven't even had time for the past two days to reg between the stipulated times. ok just added my subjects. (: i wanna get astronomy!

sigh. been keeping this to myself for the past few days. since friday. which i summarised and told my sisters on monday. my friend had a prophecy for me. pls do not doubt her credibility. but due to many factors, it could either be highly inaccurate or freaking predicting wad is happening and wad would happen. i'm not so shaken as i was now. i mean, things are certainly not moving in the way i'm dreading. but for the past few days i keep having this unexplainable, uncontrollable naggy, uneasy feeling that tugs at me all day, and especially worse when i'm alone. sigh. i think i know the reason, but i can't prove it in any way la. so forget it. i wish i were stronger sometimes. last wk was really a test. though i was at my very strong and very weak all at once. but i managed to complete my tasks in the end didn't i. just that i cannot control mediocrity, nervousness and stage fright? but nvm, all's well now. as i was saying, friday at the canteen was probably one of my worse moments in my life, being told the disasters that will come crashing down, wishing i were home and seeking comfort in my usual huggie but no way, i've a presentation, and what the hell how can i present in a state like that. anyway, i realised something thru this whole ordeal..many a time we know deep down what is happening and what will, just that we wanna seek a confirmation to prove we're not too sensitive. so, maybe for once i can say i've crossed the border from sensitive to psychic?

enough of the topic. just wanted to narrate my trauma.

went to 'so u think u can dance' premiere. quite a blast. i can say definitely now that i love mambo and jive! so cool la. the dancers can just defy gravity LIKE THAT. and their moves are so smooth until, wa, unbelievable. and their goodies are good! notebook, fan and a roll of csi tape! how cool is that la.

yesterday was a rather great day. went for lessons, discussed our filming, went for the premiere, had a nice nap, went to shop for steamboat, bought door gifts and went back hall to finish up the noticeboard in like, 4hrs straight! frm 8 to 12. it's simply xiong. wished everyday was like that, busy but enjoying every moment of it. life's like that, some proj groups just have more fun than others, same as subcomms. no further comments.

ok! got a quiz coming up later, gotta..read thru. (:

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant