for the future me

i replay conversations, or rather, debates with myself, on whether i'm being overly nitpicking, or if i have unrealistically high expectations. that kinda doesn't make sense already, since i always thought that i have rather low standards with regards to my life and i just live day by day.

but anyway, abt things that i psyche myself to tolerate each time they happen, they are rather trivial and cannot be used to summarise a person per se, but then again, they are basic mannerisms that should have conformed with the norm.

i don't know. i've done this countless times with myself, and i think i just need to talk to someone...to know what's right. i'm not the kind of person who wants to hear my own opinion in another person's voice. i'm just...very confused abt all the possible things i could do and thoughts i could have, that sometimes i'm lost in whatever i was looking for...

and once again, i have only written about the issue and not the context...which is one of the reasons my blog is frustratingly impossible to follow. sorry, work makes me jaded and insensitive to other ppl's feelings..

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant

my all-time favourite song

and i heard it again today...

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

ラベル: spontaneous rant