for the future me

Gosh, it's been more than a year. I suppose there never really was something inspiring enough in my life to be worth penning down. But anyway, now I do!

I'm finally, after two years in the life-sucking vortex of a place called my company, leaving for an unknown future. I've said this many times.."anywhere is better than here", but after talking to people, I realised that's what everyone else says too!

These past two years are, put plainly, a void in my life. No one should have to experience that. I feel like I haven't learnt anything that I couldn't figure out myself. These two years felt like an eternity at some point. Really, the management could use some waking up and welcome some change in management style.

Enough about the soon-to-be past. The thing about the unknown future is...you tend to worry. And this is something I've tried to hard to stop myself from doing. Honestly I think it's the culture in my house. But that's another story. These few months I've just sorta let things be and just put in my best, and I think the results are pretty fabulous! Quite amazing actually, to have found the way to life in such a simple form.

Really gonna miss the folks there (though a good half are already not around, good for them!)...they really are the nicest ppl in the world. The fun and laughter, the bond, the lunches, the nonsense, the random odd jobs we endured together, and not to forget...the monthly pigouts...really gonna miss that. Hope they find a good escape route!

I'll try not to cry on my last day.

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