for the future me

people would assume that someone with a one-day school week, working part-time in such a seasonal industry as a design agency for annual reports would have relatively more time to do things. that was what i thought so too..

starting from march 15, the day i stopped blogging, i also stopped all normal aspects of life, such as breakfast, lunch, sleep, tv, and decisions. i just kept working on my fyp report, and then on my work projects. i reach home at 2am everyday and visit only the bathroom and my bed. it got up to a point that switching on my laptop at home felt like a new experience. the day i started going on msn at home again, i was startled at how long it has been since i'd done that. just like when i was pia-ing my fyp at home and didn't leave the house for days at end, when i finally took my keys and opened the door, it all felt so unfamiliar.

this period between mid-march and mid-april was probably one of the most mentally-numbing times of my life. i would call it a mental black hole...it felt like infinity when i was going thru it.

and now that this crazy period is over, i'm preparing for my fyp presentation tmr and exam the day after. WHEN WILL IT EVER END?? and after it all, it all dawned on me: it never ends! something new will start after something old has ended.

and people wonder why i don't update my blog?

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