for the future me

at the end of the wk. fyp confirmed! more readings done. deadlines met. finally...some things to yay abt.

wishlist updated.

i've given up entirely on starhub...particularly its helpline. it's singtel and singnet for me once the ropes are off..

ラベル: juicy update

i want out

till now things are still not going smoothly..and i'm struggling to make them right. i'm constantly and immensely troubled by some ppl and i'm starting to feel like i can't be with them anymore. it's not their fault; we're just different ppl living in different worlds..unable to adapt to each other. time doesn't make things better in this case..quite the contrary. i'm bogged by all these thoughts. i dunno how to not think abt it.

responsibility is such a big word that forces so many ppl in the world to stay to each other..

this is too emo to be published..but ppl can still read it..due to its non-defamatory nature...woohoo i will conquer 402~~~~~

ラベル: innermost feeling

things

haven't been going too smoothly these few days. but i trust that they will pass. the result, no matter for better or for worse, still has to be faced and then move on..

been spending alotof $$ too. argh. i have a feeling i'm just paranoid but when my bank balance dips below the previous thousand mark, it gives me a certain insecurity.

i seriously need help. i've been having supper urges this past one month..after i stopped the bad habit since jan..now it's back agn! every night is unbearable..i shall eat more at dinner..i wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that i have earlier mealtimes and i only eat 2 meals a day..

fyp fyp!! it's the biggest headache. i don't want to be the last group without a tutor..without a mentor..it's impossible to pia during the hols even if you want to.

and i seriously need to remove my lovehandles. i will start a running routine.

ラベル: spontaneous rant