for the future me

woohoo~ the first pebbles-made chicken stew was a success! glad that everyone liked it..even my bro, the golden tongue. no pics though. doesn't look half as good as it tastes. ^^

shall post some other random pics..highlights of the year!

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just to prove that my intuition is correct

it's so hard to think of what i wanna eat recently...cos i've been eating good food and satisfying my cravings ever since bday. wahaha. i guess that's good. everyone has been telling me i put on weight but i never lor! i still weigh the same as i was..i forgot sec3 or j1..but anyway, that means at least 5yrs. maybe the fats just re-distributed themselves to all the undesired places >.<

as we grow older..it just gets more difficult to think of what to get for each other's bday. in my opinion, we should slowly switch to just having a nice dinner and gathering tgt..and..forget abt presents. oops..is that what jaded working adults do?

feeling rather empty without work..but at least i have things to do at home to pass time. first up..of cos..is to embark on my fyp research. though it's more or less decided, it's still rather mushy at this stage. no concrete work done yet. i think if we go on like that, it's rather dangerous. note to self: must buck up.

oh..a good news that i haven't updated..i have a 3-day week! woohoo~~ tues, wed and fri. and once agn, for the third time in a row, i forgot to register for my UEs.. -_-" not surprising anymore but well..how could i forget yet agn?! but luckily..it doesn't really matter cos they're all on waitlist..hmm..

alotof things are just not meant to be. i thought i cfm will go holiday after pi, but i'm not. i thought i'd just take a 4AU UE and S/U it, but instead i'm gg to go for 2 3AU UEs and not S/U-ing anything. i will just go for my last shot at it..if it fails, at least i tried..

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说不出的感觉

i finally cried while watching a jap drama. but it was just ohhh..so touching. shizuku and her otousan. sniff. watching jap dramas make ppl realise there are so many more themes to explore other than puppy love..(chiroru!)

thinking of taking forensic science and magic of voice next sem..anyone else interested?? ^^

had a mini belated bday celebration ytd..at bedok botak jones. i think i was too full from the sakae teatime buffet..i didn't really eat much during dinner. not v nice also. prefer aston's ^^

took a colorgenics test a few days back..it was quite freakingly accurate. it does describe quite in detail, what i'm feeling recently. but as all other personality tests, the purpose it serves is mainly to boast abt its analytic abilities, and rarely to provide any concrete or practical solutions..sigh.

anyway, having the freedom to do whatever i want is so very precious..shall treasure the trust that ppl have in me..while it lasts.. (:

and i've concluded that working and studying is both challenging and adventurous and i will not risk my grades or fyp next sem..so..must have a budget year4.. :(

looking forward to the wkn! ^^

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reminiscence

it's raining! i love it..the number one reason to stay at home, cuddle in bed with the bears and have the most extravagant aftn nap..but after that, pls bring all the heat and humidity away with you...

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have been listening to and watching old stuff lately..and i realise everytime that we revise old things, they always have new meaning..

was listening to 爱很简单 (卢学叡version) recently..and i dunno why also..it just connected with me more than the original version..maybe i just like his treatment of the song ^^

忘了是怎么开始也许就是对你有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己已深深爱上你真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日也去跟随那个疯狂的人是我喔......

i love you 无法不爱你 baby 说你也爱我
i love you 永远不愿意 baby 失去你

不可能更快乐只要能在一起做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停用最真诚的心让爱变得简单
i love you 我一直在这里 baby 一直在爱你
i love you yes i do i love you
永远都不放弃这爱你的权利

如果你还有一些困惑 oh no 请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着爱你 come on yes i do

it was after this 卢学叡 version that i finally understood why it's such a popular song..cos anyone can relate to it so easily..the lyrics are so simple, yet true..

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the movie 再说一次我爱你 was playing on ch62 last wk..and i got to hear the song agn..though i've never watched the movie before..but just by looking at the lyrics, it's not hard to deduce what the movie is abt. anyway, the song is just so touching..no matter how many times i hear it..

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as for my recent status,
i❤雫!!

she's this amazing child actress 八木優希 (Yuki Yagi) in 蔷薇のない花屋 (没有蔷薇的花店)..totally adorable and talented..and she's only 8..i just love her to bits (: her performance is unbelievable considering how young she is..

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if anyone has watched 斗牛，要不要..you will know who 金子聪 is..and if there's anything i rmb most from the show..it's a line from him that goes,

"算了。。你们这些人烦死了! 我已经不想理你了。我也不知道要讲什么了。。祝你一辈子后悔。"

as to why it's etched in my memory..i guess it's one of the most concise ways to express what i feel sometimes. facing someone who doesn't fight for what he wants..working harder for the results of someone who doesn't contribute kinda sucks..just makes you wanna give up on that person completely..

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nothing much for now..it's still raining..will be off to enjoy the rest of my rainy aftn..tatas..

ラベル: groundshaking discovery, incomparable lyrics, innermost feeling

★YOGA林宥嘉★首张个人大碟《神秘嘉宾》

1。眼色
曲: 4/5 (李泉)
词: 3/5 (李泉，小林)
曲风: 戏剧 Musical
宥嘉风格: 4/5
K歌程度: 1/5

2。神秘嘉宾
曲: 3/5 (郑楠)
词: 3/5 (陈信延)
曲风: 迷幻唱腔的抒情歌
宥嘉风格: 3.5/5
K歌程度: 3/5

3。爱情是圆的
曲: 2/5 (丁世光)
词: 2/5 (蓝小邪)
曲风: R&B, Modern Soul
宥嘉风格: 3/5
K歌程度: 2/5

4。伯乐
曲: 5/5 (彭学斌)
词: 4/5 (彭学斌)
曲风: 抒情歌
宥嘉风格: 4/5
K歌程度: 5/5

5。请说
曲: 4/5 (西楼)
词: 3/5 (林宥嘉!!)
曲风: 英式摇滚
宥嘉风格: 5/5
K歌程度: 2/5

6。病态
曲: 5/5 (Connie Li)
词: 4/5 (林夕)
曲风: 百老汇 Broadway Big Band, Jazz
宥嘉风格: 4/5
K歌程度: 3/5

7。残酷月光
曲: 3/5 (陈小霞)
词: 2/5 (向月娥)
曲风: 轻摇滚
宥嘉风格: 2/5
K歌程度: 4/5

8。慢一点
曲: 2/5 (宋念宇)
词: 4/5 (施人诚)
曲风: 英伦风
宥嘉风格: 2/5
K歌程度: 2/5

9。心有林夕
曲: 5/5 (郑楠)
词: 4/5 (蓝小邪)
曲风: 宁静的抒情慢歌
宥嘉风格: 2.5/5
K歌程度: 5/5

10。再别康桥
曲: 4/5 (西楼)
词: 2/5 (徐志摩)
曲风: 苏格兰风民谣摇滚
宥嘉风格: 3.5/5
K歌程度: 2/5

11。传说
曲: 4/5 (郑楠)
词: 2/5 (施人诚)
曲风: 抒情对唱
宥嘉风格: 2/5
K歌程度: 4/5

based on my personal opinion, the above is my review for dear youjia's debut album!! seems like not many ppl have good reviews for this album. i guess that's cos it doesn't exactly have mass appeal. but then agn, it's his album! he should be the one to like it most. and he certainly does la..most of the songs are so him. ^^ he's one lucky singer..to cut a debut album for himself, and not for the masses..how many singers can do that?

in order of preference:
1. 心有林夕
2. 伯乐
3. 病态
4. 再别康桥
5. 眼色
6. 慢一点
7. 请说
8. 神秘嘉宾
9. 残酷月光
10. 爱情是圆的
11. 传说

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planning for my future...

...six months. sigh. i think i can't really recall how to register for subjects alr. like, how to react when there is no more vacancy. don't really have plan 2 and 3 cos the PPC PEs are so limited. grr. deciding btw jap3 and korean2. anyone wanna take with me? ^^ jap3 gives me a much nicer timetable though. i can have a 3-day week if i want to. yay.

realised i didn't import the post abt my bday celebrations. but just as well. they kinda stretched quite long.

30th Apr: bday lunch treat at chinese restaurant near office. presents from X and J too! ^^
1st May: miramar dim sum buffet. angbao from parents and shoes from pbb!
2nd May: bday muffin from W!
14th May: bday dinner treat by ad and melvin
30th May: bday celebration with htg. pebbles tee from all of them! ^^
3rd June: youjia debut album from myself (:
8th June: dinner with wins and present from adewin!

had a much milder and preferred 22nd ^^ love this year acty..made a new bunch of lovely friends under totally unexpected circumstances..experienced real working life..went thru one sem in social university..and..became a more independent person. (:

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梦寐以求的结局

the finale last night was the greatest. 23 weeks of bonding, for the most heartwarming farewell party ever. the perfect ending to my internship. a flawless night. even without the presents, the big big card, the impeccable attendance, just by their most admirable intention alone, i can safely say i mattered to ppl who only knew me for 5 months, as much as they mattered to me. and i'm not good with thanks or goodbyes, so my appreciation shall be kept at the bottom of my heart.

the perfect ending doesn't just happen to anyone who tries. it's owed to the everyone else who are willing to make it happen. for other points in my life, this is my statement for it.

梦寐以求的结局，不是在梦里，就是在童话里。。

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