gradually getting sick of working life..no doubt days pass very fast..but wkns pass equally fast too..and..and..i want my term break..and my 3mths holiday..i dun even start to mind the exams..think abt it..it's just a 2-wk crunch period..but pi is crunch period spread over 6 mths..somemore muz write report every mth..shucks..i haven't write yet..sob..and i'm shortchanged by 30AUs..since i work 40hrs a wk? and that's not counting in the daily and sat OTs yet..

met up with sisters on thurs..and it's worth a big yay..cos we shd have met up like, 2mths ago..cos, i got my xmas present on Feb 21st..how amazing..but oh well..we appreciate it all the same.. (: tree's gg back soon..and i mean soon, like within 1 wk..so..yea..take care ok? i absolutely enjoy every meeting with them..it's always such a crazy time, with or without the brother-in-laws.. =p

..which led me to think of my cousin in law, not my cousin-in-law, haha. that's our cny joke this yr. bleah..why do we only meet once a yr..

suddenly rmbed long telephone calls..the memory and feeling of talking abt anything in the world..talking till both get tired..falling asleep on each other over the phone..and the cycle repeats..so..who will do it with me agn? i think i'm a very last-century person..cos i certainly would prefer to have face-to-face conversations more than thru a pc..no matter who the person is.. "even if it's an enemy?" yup, so that i can kick it in the face, or balls..haha..

anyway, one reason i dread gg to work is the lunch conversation topics. WHY do working men have to talk abt sex-related topics when there are other men ard? it's not table-friendly lor..it's just men-friendly..and it's absolutely not fun to be sitting in between 2 men talking abt the edison chen scandal when it's SO PASSE. hello, the story has developed..moved on..and somemore now the bigger headline is lydia sum's death. i can't believe they're still talking abt where to get the photos? like, excuse me, that's 3 wks old news. so anyway, my point is..do men really have that little to talk abt?? can't they talk abt unisex things like overseas holidays?? or haunted stories?? or movies? sigh..i may not have as much working experience as them..but at least i know better than them, what it means to acknowledge and respect other ppl's presence..

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i was just unblocked on msn. how strange and sudden..but it's not exactly good news..i rather we had zero contact..that i never will have knowledge of your existence..no..i rather we never knew each other..so..shall i block you back? so we can be out of each other's lives agn?

some drama jus happened downstairs..this middle-aged malay lady supposedly stole things from sheng siong and got caught..and i deduce, from what i saw from my window, she herself and other bystanders offered to pay for the stuff but the staff insisted on arresting her? i think la..cos she was resisting so hard..or maybe cos got miscomm..she didn't seem to understand english very well. there was like 50 ppl watching la..so drama..and this uncle was so angry that the staff are so merciless to an old lady..that the price of the stuff she stole is not significant at all..but they wouldn't let her go. so..sheng siong boss, in consideration of the rising wrath of the people, decided to let her off without a word, or cent.

now, a few things are very weird.. 1) more ppl would agree to let a thief off after paying rather than arrest him. 2) persuasion from ppl of the same race is more effective. 3) chasing after a thief who stole from you is merciless. 4) sheng siong staff have no opinions of their own. 5) old ppl steal things never mind. 6) the crux of the matter is the value of the stolen stuff, and not the morality of the act itself. 7) the ratio of staff chasing after thief should be 1:1, and staff should not harm thief in the process of chasing, cos if the thief is old, it is cruel.

i think it's just absurd. if she didn't resist, they didn't have to use force. if she didn't run, she didn't have to resist. if she didn't steal, she didn't have to run. if she could offer to pay after that, she didn't have to steal! and if you're a staff and you're one of them who saw her steal, would you just calmly continue to give change and print receipt?? what has it got to do with the staff? their reactions were perfectly logical to the action! did they really negate the fact that she stole just because she resisted and thus they used force and thus it seemed that the whole situation seemed cruel and lacked humanity? my goodness..

this has been a very strange night..

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qi zai is $69.90 at this shop called seecret in far east...zomg..but it really is life-size..and life-like..apparently in hk it's only available at HK$90 after accumulating purchases of HK$500...so jus divide everything by 5 and u get the sgd equivalent..anyway, the shopowner was so surprised that so many ppl go to her shop to see the qi zai..apparently this post in hardwarezone made her shop famous..now the waiting list is erm..i dunno how many pages long..so anyway, she has a direct liaison with the hk supplier...but at a higher price...so that's the justification for selling it at $69.90..i think it's 7"? in hk and tw ppl can get the 3" at $2.50 with a kfc meal..why doesn't singapore have anything? i feel like i'm buying everything from overseas..my clothes, my havaianas, my papillios...only food cannot buy..if can i buy alr..

oh yes..i'm gg to start a new page in my blog called wishlist..and youjia's album will top it!! it will most probably come out in april..seems like no one can cfm..not the date, but whether there is an album at all -_- tsk tsk..操弄媒体..and..the list will also include havas..for which, i'm joining a spree alr acty..hehe..bling bling to the left..bling bling to the right..hoho ^^ i'm getting excited for sthg in april which might not happen..

peak period now...6-day working wk..my colleague says i'm talking to myself more often..haha..it's an inevitable habit..from influence left and right of me..oh well..work hard for these few months..gambatte..new colleagues coming in on monday..well done..come in during peak period..good luck..hoho..

anyone wants to watch sweeney todd and L change the world with me? ^^

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and some attached ppl act so nonchalant abt it that it's quite irksome too..why must they announce proudly that they're not doing anything special on vday? does that show their relationship is of a certain maturity/stability level? does that show that your other half is so understanding? zzz..

same goes for ppl who are waiting to be asked out..rahhh..they're so thick-skinned..i dunno what hints they drop/things they do while waiting..i don't want to know..

it's just another day what! after vday, you are still you..if ppl liked you, they will still like you..if they hated you, it won't change also..having a date/not having a date/celebrating/not celebrating does not change anything..no meh?

i didn't know how to answer ppl when they ask me how i'm celebrating vday..why do they assume i'm celebrating in the first place? the truth is, the plan for thursday didn't surface till like, 6hrs ago..and we're going out on a day and time that we usually wouldn't..cos it's not exactly convenient..and we're gg to join the rest of singapore's couples in celebrating something which i'm just following the crowd for..

and why do i sound so reluctant? i'm not la, acty. i'm glad i'm gg out after work..gives me sthg to look fwd to during the day. if i've a choice, i'd go out everyday after work..just to catch up with ppl. but well, it's just a vday thing. i've dreaded vday more than i've liked it..and it's not dependent on whether i'm single or attached..it's more of whether i've company..cos if u dun have a date, u better go find/organise some girls' night out..i personally find that quite tiring..but bo bian..cos no one will be at home/gg home after work on vday..add in the restaurant, shopping mall, orchard, mrt crowd..nightmare..

what a long post on an indeterminate stand.

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- got food poisoning #$%^&*!@#
- celebrated ade's bday at Xin Wang Cafe
- fell in love with LG Viewty
- had a youjia songs kbox session
- bought shoes agn -_-

bleah....it's the soya bean milk from 'behind', the little eatery termed affectionately for its location relative to my building, grrrrrrr....that bastard uncle! gave me the cup of said milk which was on the counter, and not from like the fridge or the big oblong container, which means it could have been one or more of the following:
(i) a wrong order
(ii) left on the counter for an indefinite amt of time
(iii) in contact with insects flying by (think chikungunya!)
(iv) contaminated with anything passing above it e.g. dirty tablecloth, money, hands, whatever hands touched before, etc
(v)  a part of biological warfare
(vi) more disgusting things

well, whatever it was, it was pretty potent..cos i felt dizzy within 1.5 hours, nauseous within the next, and had cold sweat and pale face in the next..which is half an hour before i knock off. so erm..i took a cab home..and it cost me a freaking $16 ok! (uncle! damn you!) that is not the end. the point where i finally puked, was when i tried to gulp water and medicine down, and i puked till i had convulsions, OKAY?? so...well i'm ok now..after a jab, and a day's rest..during which i had to rush my logbook entry out (grrr once agn!). but i dun think i can claim any of the expenses. SO, my conclusion is, i will never, ever drink from that stall agn, i hope the uncle has a cockroach in his breakfast, a lizard in his lunch, a centipede in his dinner and leeches in all his drinks, and that he breaks at least two rib bones when he pukes from hisfood poisoning. and then he will finally drown in contaminated soya bean milk. rahh!! so angry! and it wasn't even nice okay! it was tasteless!
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xin wang cafe's menu is a good one man...makes you wanna try everything..cos they all look yummy...muz make sure you're not rushed for time when you wanna have a meal there...cos deciding what to eat can alr take 15-20 mins..hehe. or is it just me? =p

oh well, i had...cheese covered fish fillet baked rice i think...i mean...i think that's the name. not bad..but ade's looked better..same kinda rice, but with pork chop. that day's attendance consisted of me, her and rj. SIGH. everybody so busy. but nvm la...what's impt is bday girl is there. ade told me all the funny things that her dept ask her to do...and apparently it's a common practice in magazines...wahlao..laugh till i pengz..cannot disclose ar....PI website say one..cannot disclose company confidential info...muahahaha. it's so ridiculous and logic-defying..but yet it happens for the sake of convention...guess that's the reality of the working world...irrelevant documents...we have them too..just that they look more formal...and have a more dressed-up purpose..haha..that really was the highlight of the day..oh...and we all walked past the place where her present once was, which she refused to open until the real date.... -_-
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LG Viewty!!! still have a big dilemma. grarh. should i or should i not..but the real prob is acty chging my number..which is an inevitable issue..but i like my number so much! wahlao. stupid starhub la! but what to do...it's a fact that their phones are the cheapest...
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youjia youjia youjia~~ finally experienced singing alongside you! and also why you love the songs you sing, so much! he's really a deep person...how to tell? cos nobody, not even the dunno how many thousands of fans who read his blog everyday, understand what he's saying..and is he acting only after he became famous? NO, cos all his entries, all the way from 2004 are like that. super kua zhang. all like lit essays or poems..sometimes abit -_- but nvm la..better than shallow or being a vase.. ^^
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well...there's a new shoe shop at wisma and suntec called Schu, it's apparently quite famous in Philippines and..er..France? anyway..the price range is around topshop, zara..prettyfit? and the quality is good..i bought a pair of pumps...seemingly overpriced for its simple design but i rather spend more money on sthg that i know cfm wun bite my heel..had enough of lousy shoes..

so..that ends my logbook entry from where i stopped.. (:

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