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金曜日, 1月 25, 2008
working life...

你眼睛会笑 弯成一道桥
终点却是我 永远到不了
感觉你来到 是风的呼啸
思念像苦药 竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到 我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要
知不知道 若你懂我这一秒
我想看到 我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠 紧紧拥抱
不敢漏掉 一丝一毫
愿你看到
愿你看到

is it the norm to write abt the most superficial and tangible stuff abt our lives in our blogs? like, i'm working now..so i write abt working life..i'm studying now..so i talk abt my lab and lectures stuff..i'm on holiday now..so i talk abt my outings and gatherings..is there really nothing else that happened, that was not as dry as that? we experience emotions everyday, not just events..so what happened to them? the answer to that, is..a blog is just a record book for most...an organizer where u write down what happened..and not a diary..where u pour all your excitement and grievances into it..so in the end there really is nothing much in a blog, isn't it?

the song above is sang by my youjia and kangkang in one of the xing guang eps...sob..so touched by my youjia...he sing so much better than the original singer.. (:'_')

oh well....this wk was relaxed and fun..everyone felt the same way...really love my neighbours..wouldn't have adapted so well without them...i won't wanna sit anywhere else man..but one of them moving desk...RAH..will miss her...though technically is just a phone call or scan card away....but it's still not very possible to call or go over all the time rite..with her beside me i can just turn and talk..oh well...let's hope the next neighbour is nice too...i wouldn't say better..hoho..cos they're really the best bunch of colleagues i've met in a long time ^^ now i really dun regret gg to my company at all..but whether i wanna make it my career...hmmmmm...still a consideration..

but still miss school....for the cheap and nice food, for the homely feeling, for the short and flexible hours...and not for the stress...bleah..k la..both have their merits...

and i'm being so fu yan cos my show start liao....wanna watch it..haha..till the next time..

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水曜日, 1月 23, 2008
i can't take my eyes off your last order, blue creep...

如果没有我爱的人的背影把我灌醉,我就是一只在悬崖走钢索的鱼,到不了那些日子。。

那首梁山伯与茱丽叶的歌是我的眼,你快乐所以我快乐。。

18 song names in 3 lines! wahaha...my infatuation with youjia has gone rather overboard... ^^

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木曜日, 1月 17, 2008
views..perspectives..

i just did sthg mad. but whatever. when am i not.

what's harder, stopping yourself from doing sthg you want to, or go all out to realize what you want? believe it or not..the former is way. harder. maybe it's even a paradox in itself, why would you stop yourself from doing sthg you want? cos it's a bad thing. and it's in the best interest of everyone that it's not done.

it's decided. and final. thanks angel..for cementing it...

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my new love

背影
演唱:林宥嘉
作詞:藍小邪 作曲:關大州 編曲:洪信傑 製作:王治平

三公分陽光 三公分空氣 
堵在眼前 像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情 剩下只有腳印
一直向前走 走不完距離 
一直向後 退不出回憶
很高興有心事 幫我困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣 
變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光 蒸發成雲 
再下成雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以 住進妳的眼睛 
所以才能 擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾 用來牢牢記住 
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影 
所以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 不用妳回頭看 不用珍惜
(躲在安靜角落 如果妳回頭看 不用在意)

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣 
變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事 蒸發成雲 
再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

i think the tendency to think too much comes with age. i'm torturing myself more by thinking more than i should..thinking abt dumb things..things that i shouldn't think abt..and intangible things. it's a matter of perspective..it might be an utterly insignificant thing, or it could be a matter of much consequence. i dunno. see? i've never stopped thinking unnecessarily..

some things..i've thought it thru and sorted it out..but it always ends up in a mental war between my rational and emotional side..most of the time the rational side wins la...i'm a taurean after all...but of cos it takes more effort..quite tired..

on the train home, was listening to youjia's songs..what else..and i think my ipod is becoming more psychic...good ipod..plays the songs in a nice order..in tandem to my thoughts..i think my youjia craze is going to last for sometime..let me just indulge in some fantasy once in a while..

if only we have the power to be telepathic..to send thoughts to whoever we want..maybe the world would be a nicer and easier place to live in...so many misunderstandings arise and so many regrets pass us by cos of things unsaid..most of the time it's not a matter of whether we want to say it..of cos we do..but we don't have the right timing, right place, right mood...oh well...that's kinda matt's power reversed...sending out instead of receiving thoughts...


演唱:莫文蔚/林宥嘉
曲︰陳曉娟 詞︰李焯雄

你還記得嗎 記憶的炎夏
散落在風中的已蒸發
喧嘩的都已沙啞

沒結果的花 未完成的牽挂
我們學會許多說法
來掩飾不碰的傷疤

因為我會想起你 我害怕面對自己
我的意志 總被寂寞吞食
因為你總會提醒 過去總不會過去
有種真愛不是我的

假如我不曾愛你 我不會失去自己
想念的刺 釘住我的位置
因為你總會提醒 盡管我得到世界
有些幸福不是我的

你還記得嗎 記憶的炎夏
我終於沒選擇的分岔
最後又有誰到達

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月曜日, 1月 07, 2008
工作,念书,傻傻分不清楚。。

耶~~今天终于有在做工的感觉。。好刺激! 也不知道为什么,早上在地铁上莫名地鼓励起自己,跟自己说今天会比昨天好。。跟着心情也好转了。。竟然变期待了起来!看着四周围济济一堂的上班族,发现他们都好麻木,对上班这件事毫无兴趣。。我就忽然觉得好幸运哦。。我做半年的工就可以回去念书了。。这六个月也算是个新鲜的体验吧!仔细想想,不管是读书还是做工,我都还蛮喜欢的,而且是读书的时候喜欢读书,做工的时候喜欢做工,哈哈。。太不可思议了。。我几时变得这么乐观啊? 也许是同事改变了我一些些吧,虽然他们全部都有做不完的工作,但还是没有忽略我,他们让我觉得我们都一样,在替同一个人打工,让我在老板的面前没那么孤单。。没那么害怕。。办公室里人多,能观察到的人也当然多,从这短短的几天,就能看出每个人之间的关系,跟大概的性格和地位。。这样就可以少说错话啦。和往常一样,第一印象永远都是不准的。。一开始越不起眼的,往往是越重要和越没有心机的。。越友善的,才是要提防的。。一句话。。i love my neighbours ^^ 希望我们永远是 neighbours。。她们真的是超可爱的~

一开始不怎么期待的PI,  变成现在越来越起色的每一天,  这难道真的是应验了 if it's the worst, it can only get better 的道理吗? ^^

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日曜日, 1月 06, 2008
BaoBam's first bday!

bombie was so kind..he came over specially to crossover with bb! though we missed it by 20mins eating supper..but still..i'm sure my kind ol' bb wun mind! so happy! my bear is one year old!



the blonde bear is BaoBamBam, or as bombie calls him, Triple B..the bear with a pink scarf is Towel..and the seal is BaoSeal.. xD

-hops around in glee-

will post photos of the big bear union when i'm free..bedtime!

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Paid Isolation

bleah. that's really what i've been doing for the past 3 wkdays..being paid and isolated..cos everyone else is just too busy to bother abt me..and i've no fellow sg interns to..i dunno..while time away with. i mean, it's not their fault..they're all nice ppl who try to be as nice as possible to a new intern..when they're taking a break from their never-ending work..so..oh well..i'm sure i'll grow to love them (: just hope i can contribute to the office as much as they do!

well..this is a rather apt situation of "i've nothing for you to do, but i don't wanna see u surf meaningless websites and/or chat on msn, and i expect you to find sthg to do to show me. after all u're paid to do work. i don't care how, u just gotta deal with it" kinda working life. ah well, the best i've come up with, is CNA website. i've never read so much news at one sitting in my life.

hope the wks to come will be better..trust me, i'd rather be doing OT than waste my time away worrying abt whether what i'm surfing is monitored or deemed inappropriate or wondering what to do for the next hour..pls give me some work to do!

tuition! tatas..

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火曜日, 1月 01, 2008
just a new year...

an sms from a friend turned my mood quite solemn..on the eve of my PI..guess she's not gg for hers anytime soon..but i do hope she can recover from the loss asap..and face the other things in her life as bravely agn.

maybe i've too little or small things on my mind..it's things like these that remind me what i've been thinking a minute ago was so insignificant..getting nervous abt PI, what i'm gna do tmr, what i'm gna wear..it's all just abt tmr..guess we never really think abt what really matters until things force us to..

on a different note, maybe i don't matter at all..the people, the things i regard impt may not see me in the same light..i didn't want to have that thinking..but i guess now i have no choice..

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