for the future me

我本来以为责任很重要，但上了301后，才知道原来不重要。。
我本来以为形象很重要，但认识了zhanie后，才知道原来不重要。。
我本来以为成绩很重要，但教了补习后，才知道原来不重要。。
我本来以为爱情很重要，但我现在知道，爱情没有比维持重要。。
我本来以为钱很重要，但用时间换来的钱，我宁愿不要。。

我本来以为人的自大是有限的，但其实没有。。
我本来以为我的忍耐是有限的，但其实还可以再忍。。
我本来以为我没有那么cui，但其实我有。。

我本来以为我已经熬过最惨的sem了，但其实每个sem都一样难熬。。
我本来以为我已经尽力了，但别人的力总是比我多。。
我本来以为我们可以spoil market，但其实我们就是那个被spoil的。。

所以，我现在以为saatchi很重要，那以后是不是也会变成不重要？？？

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant

我觉得，我们快要窒息了...

because of the never-ending projects and multiple deadlines in a project. it's kind of the profs to keep on extending the deadlines..i think we all appreciate that. but this sem seems to be particularly crazy..everyone has like at least 4 projects on hand..or the equivalent workload of it. since rj and zhanie blogged abt it..it triggered me off to talk abt how ke lian we are. i mean, it's not just them..not just ebm..nearly everyone i know is up to the eyebrow with work. can't they just understand us like duffy does???

and there is the problem of communication within groupmates. everyone has this problem. sometimes i'm so pissed that i just blank out and not think anymore. ok..maybe sometimes ppl offend me unknowingly..maybe we're all too stressed..that's why i think keeping my opinions to myself will just help the situation more than anything. i just hope it ends soon for me. i shall just conclude that all the problems arises because we all have different expectations for the project.

AND there will be the spoil mkt ppl. obviously we all want to spoil mkt. who doesn't? but sigh, when u're in a group where everyone is somehow more focused on their other projects, this is what happens..u will not spoil mkt. not that i have the right to complain..since i'm not zai enough to make the project better..but well..priorities are different.

i sometimes wonder if my first impression of ppl are wrong. cos after i know them better, they don't act like what i expected them to..or even like what other ppl make them out to. either i'm really wrong abt them, or they really persist to the end..to be a hypocrite.

i just feel so suffocated. this whole sem is such a terrible time. feel stressed for myself and my friends. everyone spends all their time in school, or shooting, or doing project, or completing their assignments. i feel like such a slacker. cos i dun slog as much and when i do, i do it in hall. -_-

to my dear friends..jia you! 4 more wks! endure!

ラベル: motivational post, spontaneous rant

it's official.

this is now my phone!! wahaha. and all the plastic layers are still on. cos the surface is ultra easily scratched. not that i have. but well..gotta buy protectors! was deciding between:

aka Value-for-Money, Form, Function, Vanity. and function kinda triumphs hands down. yes i know, i'm a sucker for sony ericsson phones. cos all the other phones are cmi to me. (wow, i sound like my suspicious A/P!). other than LG cos LG is WHOA..you just forget whether it even works cos the chioness just blows you away. and ALL their phones HAVE to be like that. or is it cos LG is korean? hahaha. i'm utterly biased.

yes..and other than screen protectors i need a hp pouch. anyone??

ラベル: traffic-stopping event

speechless

yes, i am. by how wholesale one of my lectures is from a certain book. and the lecturer certainly did not write it. so it's not even self-plagiarism. and to add on to the atrocity, he couldn't even explain the points in his slides when a qn was raised! haiz. i am SO looking forward to the 2wks that he's not coming. someone shd stop supplying coke to our sch. maybe then he would have lost the incentive to come! better yet..someone seek help from the vice-chair! sigh. crap man.

and..i have to go for lessons. yes, i was that pissed.

ラベル: spontaneous rant

1 off the wishlist!

cos i found my hinata keychain! yay!!!

advertising and copywriting is killing me.

ラベル: juicy update, traffic-stopping event

Everyone has a story

either to be told, or not to. who knows? maybe our beloved lecturer has a story behind why he plagiarises a book wholesale. or why g*vin eats and drinks in class. but anyway, never judge too quickly. sigh, i wish i could know and understand people better. then agn, i wonder how many ppl know my story. enough, i hope.

it's nice to have someone dedicate a blog entry to you. something that others won't understand. i know that feeling. it makes my day. and the days after that. and i feel happy reading abt other people being dedicated to. it's so sweet. or bittersweet, if the person is not there for the blogger anymore..

sigh, anyway, the crunch is on. and i'm definitely crunched. with a ton of deadlines and decisions. like pi, s/u, and all the mkting plans and adv campaigns. it's too much!

the one week break was good. i wasn't all that sore abt being pang seh-ed twice for outing. cos i could rest at home. haha. rest is very precious. but i miss superclick outings! and kbox! boooo. hoo.

the wk just flys past agn.

ラベル: groundshaking discovery, innermost feeling, juicy update, spontaneous rant