for the future me

till the very last second. in each and every situation i can possibly be caught in. was so anxious abt my pi stuff. then i saw that 25sept is tues. and i just slacked off. how unbecoming. but really, i'm super swayed by my emotions. esp the sian one.

seems that i was right abt a certain lecturer. above all the irresponsible, egoistic and self-absorbed lecturers/teachers/tutors i've ever met, he reigns high above them cos he also has academic dishonesty attached to his reputation. and to think what he does for a living! really! A/P my foot. i was abt to reflect on myself for having such deep-biasedness against someone just cos he's highly piss-offy. hah. i'm too kind. he lies, he boasts, he puts us down, and he thinks he's in the almightly division in the whole wide world. wow. i never knew the media was only made up of that certain component! never knew media management was acty his-division management! argh, i hate meeting ppl who're more self-absorbed than someone whom i've alr deemed the most self-absorbed person i've met. or more egoistic than the most egoistic person i've met. if u get my drift. come on! textbooks are teaching materials! from the way he's teaching, he's totally plonging all the content in the book, word-for-word, into the ppt, and hence equalling to distributing them a possibly infinite number of times. whatever happened to 10% rule for distribution of content?? he should seriously start thinking of how to cover his own ass. bad first impressions are never wrong. to me, at least. there has only been one exception in all the ppl i've met. and i think she doesn't read my blog. so, nvm. argh, how often do u ever see cs so unanimous in reaction? this has got to be the first classic one. kinda exciting. everyone can't wait for evaluation. it has got to be the only time that the demand for them is higher than the supply.

but maybe..cs ppl are too pampered. maybe we've had such great lecturers all along. lecturers who have highly understandable english and good jokes. and friendliness and professionalism all at the same time. sigh, i'm gna miss my time in cs when i leave. ok, i sound very kua zhang. i'm only a quarter-way thru 3rd yr. rephrase. when i leave for pi. hope i get a good supervisor! but i'm sure they all are.

if only the rest of ntu could love their sch more. then we could acty have an identity. shrugs.

term break term break u are here! i've waited so long! but then, time really flies. in the same amt of time tt i waited for term break, exams are gna come. and even quicker, s/u is gna come! someone cfm whether we can s/u our maj-pe! like some ppl said, i'll s/u for the sake of s/u-ing. but like, no one assignment has been graded as yet to let us know our performance. argh. it's a ploy. devious ploy! after s/u period then all the proj will avalanche on us. boohoo. i've seen thru them.

wordpress is so much better than blogger. has so much more functions and utilities. it's practically a website..not a bloghost. but i'm too lazy to move. though it enables the importing of entries from other bloghosts! woot!

i know what i'll do. i'll reread harry potter book 7. and see whether i cry this time. wahaha. jk.

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my life (on the) rocks

i think i'm weird..i need to sleep less to remain alert. if i sleep too much i'm lazy the whole day. and then i pile up too much work..and thursdays become late nights and fridays become alert days. cycles are scary. every wk is exactly the same.

but anyway..i'm so happy! cos i've finally got my first print campaign erm..printed. and yesterday i was looking at rj and zhanie's group project..the chase sequence..so nice! and so exciting! haha..take a look here! loads super fast too...i was shocked..haha..

my poster!

does anyone understand what i mean? anyway the purpose of this campaign is to remove the psychological barriers ppl have of newater..of drinking it i suppose..and since i can't possibly imagine how anyone can actually, tangibly be close to doing that..unless i meet the genius in person and see for myself..i shall hope that my poster is aesthetic enough to be judged by that criteria? that no one fulfils the first criteria and we all have to be judged by the second? hahaha. i'm joking. whether it's a class assignment or not..it's my first A2 poster printed! my little accomplishment!

i realised i haven't completed the list of touching things...still got one more...ella's song for qiang qiang! so sad! saw the mv for the first time yesterday..though it's only a slideshow..but i think it's very well done..(:

i'm thoroughly convinced it was a beautiful mistake, and i can move on without any doubts. a mistake that is nobody's fault, that could refer to any of the two scenarios.

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好感动哦!

this wk is full of ppl that touched me...thru their little actions..

1. i feel like i've lost and found a friend..thru..sth. or someone rather. no one can imagine the avalanche of relief and gan dong in me...i really miss you my friend..

2. another dear friend, dear mr kok sheng said he "refuses to believe losing his phone is a bad thing", cos at least he gets to talk to me (awwww...) to get my number...cos if nothing happens everyone will go on living their own lives..not stopping to say hi...now, my other dear friends..how true is that HUH. -hits a baseball bat on palm-

3. とても親切なadeline ong helped me shoot a wall with her slr for my adv assignment...yay...it's good to have friends from all divisions!! thanks a million girl! slr is just different man...blur oso blur until so nice...

4. my dear bam acty asked his friend to buy a cake for BaoBam's belated birthday cum our 27-mth anni! but hor...his friend saw the msg too late...but it's the thought that counts! i couldn't believe it! bam bam leh! who usually couldn't care less abt BaoBam...sniff..

5. the MIA-for-almost-3-mths qw acty bothered to come out of his hole to talk to ppl! gosh! hahaha.

6. BaoBam had to be hidden from hall officers this aftn for a very much announced fridge spotcheck....and he just sat in the wardrobe for the whole aftn! so guai! muackkkks...

projects...assignments...laggy photoshop...slow internet connections....they are all part of life....as bill gates says, "life is not fair.

GET USED TO IT."

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i can't catch up with my life

the weeks just zoom past without a care in the world. everytime i get home i just wanna spend as much time in it as possible. i guess i do miss home, i'm tired and i'm naturally nua. i surprised myself by being rather happyfied by a small gesture: being let off class early. but not cos i get to go off early per se, but that i actually was early enough to go home and have dinner and then go to tuition. cos usually my schedule is too packed for me to have dinner before tuition. so ya. it's so packed that i'm almost always half an hour late for tuition. so..it was a really small but significant lifting of my spirits.

saw fiona xie and ben yeo on friday..they were filming their hey gorgeous. fiona looked weird with her fake long ponytail. haha. so sad..couldn't get to take photo with them. but apparently before we saw them they crashed rj and zhanie's first radio show..wahaha! expect to see them on tv!

argh, i dun wanna admit. but i have to go bugis...to take photos of the levi's outlet there and also go to bras basah to get art markers. k, jus complaining cos i'm lazy..not that i dun wanna. i love 331 (advertising and copywriting). it makes me feel like i've found my calling. ok, i probably have. or i should think i have. cos it's what i came to cs for. and cos i drag myself to class every friday aftn. and complete my assignments quite happily. and i'm glad that i've found the gratification i was expecting. the resonance of expectation and reality that shows i'm really doing what i want. though it's really quite adm-ish..but i know i'm not an adm person..haha..cos i enjoyed production too! ok..not a very strong point..cos adm oso got production. ok..i er..dun mind cr? i mean..i have to adapt to it lor...ppc and cr are practically conjoined =S let's hope that after i openly disclose that i enjoy my class, the bubble doesn't burst. murphy's law agn i think. the turning point of emotions always occur when i was so sure it was going to last =(

ok..shall not procrastinate..it's bugis and bras basah tmr.

interesting..that the song on my blog still hasn't had its link broken. since it's like quite a public host and other ppl use it too. no bandwidth restrictions??

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