for the future me

Your mind is starting to get cluttered, and as a result, it's a little harder for you to keep focused.
Try to let go of your pettiest worries and concerns. The worrying is worse than the actual problems!

How Cluttered is Your Mind?

There's a 28% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens

Even though you have a few alien abduction signs, you're almost certainly in the clear.
However, if aliens ever do come to your neck of the woods... they'll probably be coming for you!

What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?

You Are the Super Ego

While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.
You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.
Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself.
You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

You Communicate Like a Man

When you communicate, you like to get to the point.
You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that.
Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself.
You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

Your True Sign Is Cancer

Cozy
Moody
Romantic
Traditional
Ultra-Sensitive
Unable to Let Go
The Most Loving Ever
Intuitive and Imaginative

What Sign Woman Are You, Really?

quite true..i think. haha. i love the superego quiz..it's so 201!! xD

ラベル: spontaneous rant

am i supposed to be sad?

(after pasting sem 2 results in msn window)
me: will u be depressed by such grades?
bam: think so.
me: hai. bb. i go tiao lou le.

so tell me!! is an A- good or bad for korean special sem??! argh i know i sound so complacent! but i'm really not. i really thought it was okay..enough for an A. apparently there are more qiang zhes than i thought! >(

and so i've 8 more days left to leaving sg. wow that sounds gd. a getaway from this stuffy, suffocating place. away from the boredom, orderliness and monotony. but just for awhile. i love here too much to give it up. i love the food, my loved ones (incl BaoBam!) and all the things i own too much to give it up for good (? irony!).

and to end it off, we have here..BaoBam's conversation with me.
BaoBam: mummy, why aren't you sleeping?
me: cos mummy is blogging.
BaoBam: then shall i blog for u?
me: how? u've no fingers.
BaoBam: -wails-

i'm really dozing off ain't i? for one, BaoBam can't talk yet.

ラベル: spontaneous rant

turn on your speakers!

for redwan ali's would you be there! it's such a sweet song! k la, it's sort of like pierre png and jesseca liu's song in the show mars vs venus 幸福双人床..so nice!! Angel has the lyrics on his blog..and that prompted me to search for the song..i fell in love with the song while watching the show..but never occurred to me to dl it. weird me, but nvm..i'll have it in my podpod soon!

was suddenly reminded of the carrot, egg and coffee bean story. though i read it like ages ago i never stopped to think which one i was. i guess last time i was the egg, and now i'm gradually learning to become the coffee bean..taking my obstacles in stride..but still not totally able to change my environment yet.

i know of some ppl who are the egg, and some the carrot. that's such a pity, cos i miss the original them. the eggs are so unapproachable now, and the carrots, well, interacting with them just dampens everyone's mood by a certain extent. for the egg i kinda understand how it feels..having bitterness inside you, constantly feeling indignant and thus never giving up a chance to prove yourself better than everyone else, but sometimes u try so hard that ppl see it as 钻牛角尖..so..i hope they can see thru themselves and give themselves and everyone around them a second chance. as for the carrot, i hope you can evaluate urself and unworthy ppl properly..stop giving urself more hurt than u shd..

12 more days to tw. i'm sooo excited.

p.s. if i talk abt things that require bkgrd info i would most probably have provided a link, but it doesn't show cos..the html of this template is weirddd. so erm..hover around and you might just spot a change in cursor (:

ラベル: innermost feeling, motivational post

touched

went out with dear yanfang tdy! and that almost didn't realise cos she overslept! roar! but at least she woke up..and in time for kbox too! wahaha. but so ke lian..wear new shoes den got blister. i shall scoff hard and say, "HA! i am but all too experienced with that. a few more times and my feet will be immune to blisters. HA!" but anyway, went tinkerbell and bought slippers. her 3rd footwear within a wk! wahseh! and i'm amazed cos tinkerbell has been having the same promotion for like more than 3 mths. so much stock meh?? or no one buy O_o

anyway, kbox was fun!! i realise we have very similar taste in songs sia! then we went shopping..in the extra large john little. and i applied for the first ever card that says Pebbles Tay! wahaha! i'm still very amused whenever i see the JL card..i think bam will pengz when he sees it.

and and and! the highlight of our outing is coming! we went to the mosaic corner at bearyhip in marina square..wow! really amazed by mosaic art..i mean, i know all along that mosaic tiles are damn nice..saw it on tv once too..but to see it in real life is another thing. but frankly speaking..the display stuff in the shop are all 不怎么样..i think yanfang's masterpiece is nicer! the one on her blog..oh well..spent some time conceptualising abt how to go abt doing it..den i bought some myself to try it! haha..will put up pictures when i'm done. realise my creating-stuff 领悟性 is relatively high with regards to other aspects of my life. haha. like making earrings, websites, figurines, barbie doll clothes (O_o) etc. haha. i wonder if that's gd, or bad that i've high 领悟性 in the wrong area.

then yf suggested having the jap omelette noodle for dinner! another similarity in taste! i immediately brightened up on hearing the idea, but sadly..we gave it up cos no seat. haha. went to tpy hub food court for dinner instead. and why was i there? cos i was so hyped that i decided to crash her hse and start doing the mosaic just there and then. acty the ulterior motive is to borrow her tools oso. muahaha. anyway..the ramen in tpy hub food court is yummy! the chicken in the ramen, rather. (wahaha..ramen, rather. what next, rubber? hahahaha) it tastes like the roasted chicken in pizza hut's aloha pizza! yummyyyy!

and so i spent the evening in her living room, doing my stuff as well as watching css. not v impressive leh tonite. and li fei hui 对每个参赛者都很看好 -_-" cos he says that to almost everyone! wahlao. it's like a basic requirement to meet. i think the rare few who didn't hear him say that must be very sad. i'm totally -_-" by his repeating-words-to-say-nothing comments. zzz.

tdy was really fun..learnt a new hobby! but it's hard work. so ppl, if u ever receive a hand-made mosaic art piece..really muz appreciate! the person risked breaking his/her fingers completing it!

haha..hmm..come to think of it, there are so many friends in my life..and i communicate differently with each of them. for cs friends, we can talk cs/filming jargon together..haha. for super click, it's just pure extremism and lameness and fun-poking and non-stop laughter. for htg, it's talk cock plus some intellectual/current affairs/school talk (that i sometimes can't/am not interested to engage in, haha). but for yanfang, angel and my sisters..silences are never awkward i guess. that's not to say i'm less close to my other groups of friends than this one..it's just the whole culture of the group that we know when we first knew the group. but well, just trying to say that it's strange that for this last group that i mentioned, we may not have met for months or years at one go, but it never feels like we were separated..strange, but true. not sure if anyone knows what i'm talking abt, or have the same fortune as me, but i certainly am glad that i've such a nice variety of ppl in my life..that i can turn to for whatever i need. as for bam..i dun think there's anything we haven't talked abt before. hahaha. i think our conversation topics will be stunning to most. how to tell - we byo chio bus and hunks together -_-"

there are so many things that have to remain a secret, and it's precisely secrets that i'm so tempted to blog abt..or diary abt. to release the pent-up-ness in me. but i guess a blog is never a diary..cos the most uncanny and dreaded ppl have a chance of reading it, and really..one day they will bump into it. uncanny coincidences are too frequent. i know it too well.

and i guess this entry sets the record of falling into the most number of categories ever. oh, and fyi, the korean words in front of the categories read "Label". haha.

ラベル: groundshaking discovery, innermost feeling, juicy update, traffic-stopping event

someone bring me dr d

cos i'm suffering from serious cognitive dissonance. arghhh. the word of this whole period of time is ARGHHHH.

ラベル: innermost feeling

impossible me,

1. forgetting YET AGAIN to register for my UEs! roar. despite getting all panicky during the planning-for-last-minute-korea/tw-trip and ade's unintentional reminder last nite. but well, having experience last sem, i'm not panicked anymore..cos 5pm can access StARS agn.

2. giving my dad an mp3 player but not knowing where to dl oldies. sigh..someone tell me where! or send me!

3. falling in love with korean fashion all over agn, at ShopLah.com. the stuff there are so pretty! sob. but i've been spending too much lately. 21st bday parties are..very unfriendly. to the wallet.

4. wanting to slack completely but feel irritated when in other words i'm wasting away my days. it's 목요일 already! arghhh! that reminds me..anyone knows when special sem results will be out?

5. trying to go out with ppl who are a) working, b) overseas or c) in seniors' camp. T_T go out with me leh...

:(

ラベル: spontaneous rant

amazed...

just by going to the threadless website. it's not the first time i've visited it, but i realised i've never really scrutinized it before..just browsed thru and exited. this time, i'm really speechless by the abundance of creativity out there! how can ppl draw so well?? how can there be so many creative ideas?? all the tees are so nice, i wanna buy them all. and like, the funny ones are really funny! ok, i need to explain abit. my sense of humour is quite warped and inconsistent so..it's quite different from everyone else's. and SO, to find a site that can make me laugh so much, it's really incredible! so i've decided to have a funny threadless tee as a permanent fixture on my wishlist. haha. and rmb to check out their designer photos, that show how the designers wear them! hahaha. they're soooo hilarious.

this is my favourite! the secret lives of luggage.

and it sort of summarizes what i perceive as funny. just warped thinking, really. heehee.

more:

coat of arms design,

and designer photo:

in case of zombies design:

designer photo:

ironically, i'll never buy a tee from there. cos i'll never be able to decide! :O hahaha. so, it's best when it's a gift. i lovvvve receiving decisions.

and speaking of tees, i NEED a shoulder bag!! anyone keen on going to the bugis streetwide sale with me? it's really significantly less stuffy and hot. cos they have a real, higher ceiling and proper shops.

yayyee..

ラベル: groundshaking discovery

3rd post of the day

yes, narcissistic me. dunno abt others, but i read my own blog. haha, really! when i've nothing to read, i'll pop by and see if there're any tags or comments..den i'll read my entries and relish in my memories. wahaha. ok, i know, that just translates into me having nothing better to do. if not how?? give me work then!

and yes, i've changed the language to korean. should have done this earlier. and somehow my blog screws up with a random error msg when i try it with jap. like owner, like blog? chuckles.

kinda boring eh? no photos these few days. hmm..seems like i haven't posted a v v v v impt photo:

my 2nd yr present! our family photo! so nice xD

we went to...

for...

ラベル: traffic-stopping event

taking a brake....then a break

from surfing thru the mountain of tw hotel webbies. my gosh..i have a phobia of 繁体字 now!! except i'm not really braking. quite the opposite. i'm accelerating as i read. thank goodness my chinese hasn't left me. whew. i can most confidently say i've read thru all the working websites of budget hotels in Kaohsiung..and i dun uds their system at all! why got promotional price one? and they never put the end date. and what is 住宿 or 休息? rah. but since i'm staying for only one night in Kaohsiung, maybe i can search for a better hotel? but that will mean sifting thru another list all over agn...NOOOOO~~~

not sure how much ppl plan when they go on a free and more imptly, easy, trip. well, all i can say it is not free and definitely not easy. i've seen so many versions of the Kaohsiung map that if u throw me there now, chances are i can feel my way around liao. all from searching for accomodation. on second thoughts, maybe not...i sometimes get lost in my own neighbourhood..cos every building looks the same from the back. siao liaoooo..directionless, defenseless, quite penniless, still wanna go free and easy??? die lor.

but anyway, it's quite fun to plan stuff, really. the anticipation, the expectations, the satisfaction when it's done, and the feeling that we've prepared as much as we can for the unexpected is..undescribable (correct this word for me). been doing lotsa planning these few days, and it's really..shiok i guess. seeing ur plan realise is satisfying. maybe that's why i love the media..showing everyone ur works that u've been planning and collaborating and creating for dunno how many months..and even though my name may only appear in one line of the credits, it's enough.

18 days to tw! dun really like this countdown..cos it means that when i come back, sch is gna start! T_T oh! and i just realised i haven't read up on my PI stuff. i'm really ignorant abt the whole PI thing. like, shd i apply to the big or small firms? the big names just scares me off (think Ogilvy :O), like i'm expected to know everything when i get there, and start working professionally. and the small firms give me more of an impression of on-the-jobs..learning as i do. from what i've just written it's obvious i'm quite a scaredy cat rite? sigh..maybe that's the once bitten, twice shy thingy. working as a media liaison once has really opened my eyes (but not my experience though T_T). but that time i really dunno anything! and there's not really anyone in the office who can help me so the whole thing was like quite stagnant..bleahz. horrible memories. -shakes memories off-

bam said i'm losing my identity. that's not true! i still know and fill my name in as yuanting ok! grrr.

i just lovie lovie loveeee this skin..just BaoBam and me..what a sweet thought!!
-twirls BaoBam in circles and tosses him-

ラベル: spontaneous rant

an outdate

which acty just means an outdated update. i got the modules i want. that's good. but i dunno anyone who's taking it! ppl who are taking CS325 and CS331, raise your hands!
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-creek creek creek-
okay, maybe only the crickets around me are taking. i really dunno anyone within a 500m radius, who is taking it. and ppc is supposed to be the biggest division! damn, am i that low profile??

oh nvm that. it will all work out (:

and yes! a 2nd update, which everyone with eyes should be able to see right now (no offence to those who don't :X), i've changed my blogskin! and i know i know..i didn't make a hinata skin, when i said i would. but well..when inspiration is not there, it's not there la. and i wanna wait till maybe a few months later, when there will be more long-haired hinata pictures! heehee. i love hinata!

and WE LOVE SHREK EARS!! :D

ラベル: juicy update

stars oh stars...

why do i have to face you every 6 months, and experience an excruciatingly painstaking experience of a near-heart attack? rah. everyone says that everything got 2 sides, like a coin. it's not like i never tried to look for a 优点 in stars..but there really isn't one! i wanted to say "other than the fact that it performs its duties of registering our subjects, everything else abt it sucks/doesn't work", but after careful thought, i don't think it even performs its primary duty at all! just look at last sem! taking all those sucky modules just because it 清一色 eliminated us from the waiting list and let the rest of ntu have like close to 50 more vacancies?! i don't think any plus points abt any system aka efficiency, user-friendliness, superb programming (of which none applies to stars, too) can make up for its frequent screwups. so there.

abt the other kind of stars aka 明星, i'm really quite hit by the recent spate of shows that confused me. those who have always seemed real, are they really? and for those that we hated for superficiality/poser-ness/any other turn-off factors, are they not like that really? it all depends on how the media portrays them. like 阿杜, how is it that almost the whole of china can like him so much while us here don't even think remotely as highly, not to say as much, of him? and the more controversial (to me) ppl like stanley, jolin, jay chou..are they really being themselves? muz everyone really resort to being like mc hotdog, risking all the reputation of a respectable celebrity, just to prove that they're real? haiz..娱乐圈的是是非非,也许是刻意做给圈外人看的..so anyway, 金曲奖 has changed my impression of several ppl..like stanley, 李玖哲 and 苏打绿.. (: for the better.

oh no..the cough syrup kicks in..i'm feeling drowsy..no!! i still have to register subjects! so i must keep blogging..

i foresee making alotof new friends for next sem..cos all my friends in ebm! sigh! the price of chasing your dreams is leaving your comfort zone..and having a sucky timetable!! sigh...

and yes..the series of 21st bday celebrations continues...just went for yc's one on fri nite..so fun! my 麻将瘾 was relieved at last! haha..and it's cool chatting with long-lost friends..like kia ying and kenny chua..so heartwarming. hehe. the good ol' days..or shd i say..our 有难同当 days in CO..but so sad..forgot to charge my cam so i've to get photos from yc!

next will be xj's..bet it will be a happening one too..cos i'm gg to (a) King's Mansion sia!! morrrrrre highness! get it get it?? haha. and it just slipped out of my fingers too! it was an unconscious pun!

frankly, i think this is the only yr that we-the-ones-who're-born-during-exam-periods are the gladdest, since it's the long long long long uni holidays/ord period now and everyone is free! so the 众乐乐 is very multiplied. ah, i will rmb this exciting year very well..

there are some dates that i have to rmb..like the 6th and 17th of june..right bombie? ;P

another variation of the 海带 game i discovered tdy..猴子(hou2 zi3)-盒子(he2 zi3)-佛祖(ho2 zu3) version..so funny! haha..李玖哲 is sooo cute..and of cos the 包子猜, which is another version of the 石头-剪刀-布. hehe. tw is such a fun place to live in.

2 more hrs to fastest finger! -_-

ラベル: spontaneous rant

abit slow but...

hinata has long hair in shippuuden! so pretty!! woooo can't wait..and she'll appear only quite late in the shippuuden series wor..sigh..can't really find more of her long hair pictures since the anime is still in the making -_- though i did catch a screenshot of it..just a single one..zzz..oh well..but i did find some fantastic fanart! youngsters nowadays are soooo talented..just browse around in blogskins..so..after korean exam i might just make a hinata skin for myself! ^^

i may be going tw early..like on 19th evening -_- due to unforeseen circumstances. so ya...after registering my cores i'll be rushing to the airport! it's times like this that i love staying 3 mrt stns from the airport. haha. and of cos other times will be when sending ppl off/receiving ppl. i will try to pack as little as possible..cos i'm gna buyyyyyy lotsa clothess! and eat and eat. wahaha.

this doesn't sound convincing at all..but it really is from the bottom of my heart. KOREAN AND JAP ARE SO FUN~! if only i had the time to self-learn :( i wanna be multi-lingual! whoopie! 한국어와 일본어가 아주 재미있서요!

awaiting the release of class schedule tmr...

ラベル: groundshaking discovery, juicy update

it's today!

our big day! because...it's been...

yes it has! we've endured each other for 2 years! though it's not been easy, but at least we haven't been giving up..or even thought abt giving up. i'm glad for that. but the future is always unpredictable..so i've always been living in the present..not in the past nor in the future..so that no matter what happens next, i'll never regret it (: I LOVE BOTH OF US~!

a song to reflect my attitude towards all relationships..a craving for happiness, but a fear of losing it all too. it's the kind of song that i always knew but never sang in ktv, and it's not my favourite song, but somehow it just resonates within me and i feel an instant attachment to it whenever i hear it..

歌曲：幸福背后
歌手：王心凌

那温暖你的温度
安静的意味着那短暂幸福
爱就算满足却是个未知数
如果有天长地久有多遥远让我看见

越是幸福越害怕怕它会结束
越拥抱却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞我自己照顾

不想让你发现我凌乱的脚步
我努力跟上你的速度
不再独自感受那幸福背后藏的辛苦

那么快你的甜苦
如何让我的花色
爱让人喜悦就算会有变数
只要能拥有一秒有多辛苦我愿付出

越是幸福越害怕怕它会结束
越拥抱却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞我自己照顾

不想让你发现我凌乱的脚步
我努力跟上你的速度
不再独自感受那幸福背后藏的辛苦

yup..nothing fancy tdy..just gna have quality time together (: we've decided not to fall for more commercialized gimmicks..celebrating bdays, annis, xmas, vday etc shd be our own affairs..and not planned by others..use ur imagination! be creative! :D

whee~ next: korean exam! more 21st bday parties in june! gg overseas! soooo exciting~!

ラベル: traffic-stopping event

just had to

1. post this 2nd last printprint! woohoo~ await the last! ^^

2. ask..somethings. to no one in particular. why do ppl always wait for others to take the initiative? don't we all agree that it's nice to be asked out for an outing, to be greeted on msn, to be part of a party, to have someone raise a qn or voice an opinion that everyone has, or simply, to be asked to meet up with an old friend?

maybe some are lucky..they are surrounded by ppl who are always doing such things, and they are glad to do it. but others are not..and they can choose to either make it happen, or wait indefinitely and hopelessly for someone to do it. sigh..such an overused qn shdn't be asked ever agn, but i just can't help but exclaim, why is no one making the effort?? is it cos they are really busy? are they not willing to put in the effort? or are they caught btw these 2 extremes?

there are some qns in life that which give rise to pointless attempts to answer them. because no one cares anymore. and thus no one thinks abt them. it's like the pointless apologies we make. if you knew you were gna be sorry, why do it? similarly, if you knew you could take the initiative, why didn't you?

3. blog abt the fluffy bunnies i couldn't have. cos fur is not welcomed at my hse (other than BaoBam cos i think his size is too intimidating..but he's not, really) and i'm not prepared to spend a month's tuition pay/2 days in taiwan on one. AND i dun think they can live long under my care. so..just looking at them is enough. oh well..i reallyyy wanna work in a pet shop now :(

went to parkway one ytd..and all the dogs were sleeping!! all leh! and it was aftn alr! really quite startled initially...thought what happened to them. then bam said they're hibernating cos the pet shop too cold -_- and that pet shop/aquarium acty sells little jellyfish!! 0_o!! before ytd i thought jellyfish were such exotic creatures..but when i saw them ytd, tied to a stone at the bottom so that they won't float to the surface but restricted all movement at the same time, i was rather unimpressed. one of the nylon string was loose so the jellyfish floated to the surface all the same..but he can't bob side to side cos the string is disrupting! so the way they're not moving (and don't have any body parts) makes them unreal, and, to say the least, boring~ that's so sad man. and to force them to live in treated water with no plankton to feed on..sigh. so...to their prospective buyers, what are you gg to do with/to them? :S

4. countdown to 1 more day! ^^

ラベル: spontaneous rant

if it is to be, it is up to me

to change myself! to be more onz abt my core subjects! like how i am towards my electives~~ what happened to the zest during yr2 sem1?? vrrr..i muz regain that 元气! pebbles power!! CHIONG ARRR!!

i loveeee my hols rite now..so carefree..can do anything i like. but kinda dreading the tw trip..cos it will mean sch is gna start when it ends!! sob! but at the same time i hate the state of things now..cos nothing is happening! i'm not booking my plane tickets! i'm not exchging my $! i'm not reading up on taipei, or finding out from anyone abt stuff there! why??? haiz...this time, it is not up to me, whether it is to be (a great trip or not)...rahhhh.

suan le. all i've to think of, is my korean exam next wk. i must conquer korean!!

GRRRR.

baobam and baobei's bday celebration photos:

i love my boys (:

ラベル: motivational post, traffic-stopping event

i've been wanting to pen this down for so long...

and this is definitely not a good time for it...considering i have my korean oral and listening test tmr, exam results release the day after and korean written exam next wk. and a grave problem weighing on my mind right now. but still..i need to do something. drama class has left me with one thing: when ppl are bored, they don't do nothing; they will do alotof things to try and relieve their boredom. and how this came abt was cos ppl normally have the tendency to portray a bored person by not doing anything..but acty if we had bothered to think deeper, realistic acting may be as simple as paying more attn to life, but sometimes it needs second thoughts as well.

yes, the above was not intended.

他篇
虽然事情已经过了那么久，而我也早已恢复并重拾心情，但还是会时不时想问候你..只是总是提不起勇气和面子，常跟自己说 it's not the right time. 听说只有在叙述时不会伤心，才算走过了。。如果是真的，那我肯定安全..如果不是，我也相信自己已经走过了. hmm..也不完全说得上是伤心..如果硬要说有什么要对你表达的，也可能是基于女人小气的本性而产生的一点点生气和不甘吧. 不管怎样，我总是在寻找我心中由你而引起的心理不平衡的原因..而最近，我终于有点突破了. 我觉得，你还欠我一句道歉吧? 虽然我在想通后才发现你当初说过的谎言其实是为大家好,但现在也总该交待一下,不是吗? 我知道你那虚构的希望也是逼于无奈, 但那时失去理智的我, 怎么说也很认真地相信和记得那些话..认真到现在还在耿耿于怀. oh well..我已经不是以前的我了..我知道这个画面永远也不会实现..所以我也会跟着这个entry的完成慢慢释怀. 所以说..千万不要得罪女人哦..很麻烦的~

她篇
hmm..说起来..你跟我的事也不算过去很久, 而且我到现在还搞不清楚状况. 我们之间真的没事了吗?? 我真的很惊讶..因为我不了解怎么会有这么突如其来的冷战和结战. 我们是不是已经到了任何一种关系的另一端: indifference? 朋友的 msn nick 曾经是 "the opposite of love is not hate; it's indifference." 我想, 友情也一样吧. 虽然最后有知道冷战开始的原因, 但不知道是不是性格太差异..我很难接受那个理由. 有人跟我提议过另一个可能性, 虽然很劲爆, 但也总算让我对事情有了新的看法. 说我天真也好, 说我不会观察面色也好, 说我是个木头也好..我还是希望事情能有个清楚的解释..don't leave things hanging by a thread..

should i publish this? >.<

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY BAOBEI AND 5TH MONTH BAOBAM!! MUACKS!!

ラベル: innermost feeling

a series of 21st birthday parties

all in may. i was all too attuned to the concept of birthday parties that when someone told me some ppl don't celebrate birthdays i was quite taken aback. then i realised they are past 21. why?? why don't ppl celebrate their birthdays after their 21st? sigh. first mine, then rj's, then fenru's, then zhanie's. it's all just a wonderful excuse for a long-awaited gathering with diff groups of frens. ah, extravagant they may be, but the nostalgia pays it off partly, no?

26th may at aloha loyang

super click! we're reunited at last! :D :D :D

binch and cockle!

me and adeline wong. "ee, so oily! take agn."

then she

closed her eyes. -_-"

woot~~~ superrrr clickkk cursssse lifted! :D

zhengwei and sharon :D

roy and charles :D

the girls! xiuxiu in green, sheryl on extreme right.

then they had much fun playing with binchuan's bike. whee~!

birthday girl fenru~!

vRoOm~!~!~!

had sucha greatttt time manz! the food and company were upz la...the buffet was, i can say, the best i've ever had...the class was still the same...albeit more car-owners(who live in bedok too!) and hence more lifts home :D :D :D the laughter was forever there and the bonds, well, will never change, aye? (:

a last, blurry group photo. (credits: tan jia lin, my fantastic hallmate who can capture a blurred shot even with flash.)

30th may at essential brews, holland v

a group photo at the start, zhanie with us early birds.

our present for her!

this is a replica of herself when she first went out with us.

don't believe me? pls compare for yourself.

k, obviously she took out the essentials, like the OVERSIZED SHADES..tiara too small to be seen. oh well, she wanted levi's jeans mah....so i SEWED one for her ok! stitch by stitch ok!

the making of the world's one-and-only zhanie doll...

first the jeans...

then the lacy top....(lace replaced by net...lol..lace really v kua zhang..my house dun have)

barbie without accessories yet:

then rj and i bought the accessories...mattel barbie originals okay!

so 逼真 till got red tag k! and never forgetting the side ponytail...hohoho..

oh well, as u can see....sucha wonderful present naturally causes a considerable commotion. but the real surprise follows ours!!

SHE GOT A CAKE WITH A BARBIE ON TOP SIAAAA!!

omg! such a beautiful cake also bear to cut...but well....we can't have the cake and eat it too...so as it also happens to be a Delicious Durian Cake, muahaha. we ate it. but the real real horror and monsters of the night only revealed themselves after barbie was taken out of the creamy dome and left on our table forgotten.......

from this.....

to this:

long shot:

the culprit behind it all:

yes, he is a cold-blooded barbie killer. i hope he is not the yong tian i know. for those who are wondering what he might be doing (and by "those" i mean ALL who are reading this, cos no one can/will possibly imagine what was on his mind), he was trying to make barbie float with all the balloons strangling/supporting her. sadly, barbie is stubborn...even at her last breath.

for those who noticed i wore the exact same top, that's cos her theme was HOLLYWOOD and i had lessons earlier in the day so i couldn't possibly follow the theme thru class rite?! i did bring a nicer dress to change but as expected, only the birthday girl herself was vaguely adhering to the dress code. so... >.<

hoo~~~ a second printprint to be revealed!

a note from bam, the designer of this printprint. the words are to be interpreted as 女:优, 男:勇. well well well....

ラベル: traffic-stopping event