for the future me

the wait of 9 months for 3..the all-important and liberating 3..i heart three-month-long holidays!! and that means my exams are OVERRRR~!~! much as exams = 2 papers/4 hours and i kboxed for 5 (lol), it's still cause for celebration cos..we feel obliged to? otherwise we have "no life" (Wu, 2007)?

this sem was an utterly ridiculous experience..all cos of a certain adm module, or maybe it's just the teacher, if she can be considered one. hai, i take back my words abt it 2 months ago. never would have i believed that so much time can be wasted by a teacher! take the time we overrun, come back for extra lessons, burn our wkns, and multiply that by 14 (ppl, that is). horrible! but more of scary in fact. seriously, stars ought to give me 8AUs for this. that's 2 modules CAN. i'm going all out to find a monster to bring to the screening so that i can scare her back.

stars oh stars, why are u called stars when u really are sars? ntu has weird abbreviations for stuff. why can't they just admit their mistake when this special sem allocation has made it plain clear that there was nothing wrong with the system? and that means it was human error that resulted in my recent tragic sem? THEY said, at the beginning of yr2 sem2, that we are "yr3" and do not have our spec yet, so the system did not allocate any subjects to us. and yet, one sem passes, no change in status for us "yr3's" and voila, here's special sem for u! doesn't that totally tug at u that the "technical glitch" COULD ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHING DONE ABT IT? rah! i hate the whole ntu admin! u think they can't get any worse, but they prove u wrong every sem. and i'm glad for the survey they offered us, in which i stand a chance to win...i forgot..iPod or a trip to somewhere i think, and there was a question abt rating the ntu admin or sthg. sniggers.

so much abt ranting. happy stuff next. woo bam's bday was rather...quiet i guess. hope he liked the present. big big thanks to all who contributed! hee. i just remembered i ate ALOT. let the pictures do the talking. when they're uploaded. haha.

and why am i not surprised...some ppl just cannot resist the urge. wanna rant some more..but i can't be bothered anymore. hopeless case.

my bday next! whee..5 more days to..anything! i was thinking what crossing the line lets me do..marry w/o consent? r21 movies? be guarantor? but then i realised, no! i can do anything i want now! so yes, i'm gna make a really big wish..and demand that it comes true. i can't believe it, but i'm thinking of my wish now.

isn't it funny how ppl think so hard before making a wish? i think if they're that impt, they deserve some preparation rite, like a presentation. think of what to say, discuss beforehand, to make sure that when the real thing comes, the delivery is smooth. shdn't wishes be like that too? i mean, i only get to wish this once a yr..and i dun wanna wish the first few things that i thought of within the few mins before blowing out the candles. and v paiseh to make ppl wait. so i shall think now, rite? not like it does any harm.

i'm tired. n i'm (worth) half a zombie.

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wow

maybe i'm thinking too much, maybe it has nothing to do with me at all, but i just saw something that gave me a rather impactful inner jolt. it was a poem given to me 5 years ago, that i had to read thru twice to even recognise it, and a third to realise it was mine (as in my present, not i compose one). how time erodes my memory! (as many of my pri/sec sch frens can testify.) but still, wow, have i really forgotten? we're all so distant from each other's lives now, but so near too. we appear on each other's msn list, but how often do we actually chat? we go to the same places during wkns, but have we ever bumped into each other? we shuttle between our homes and the workplace, but seldom do our journeys overlap. funny how fate works..everyday u meet a trainful and then a busful of ppl, but none of them is the one u wanna see. just from a single thing, i was momentarily distracted from my thoughts, my to-do's, my revision, exams, notes.....and something else.

still very restless!! :(

bday wishlist in previous entry!

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~wishlist~

restless nite! restless nite! rah..i can't sit still to study for 203 and 221..sianz..and i just calculated the worst and reasonable scenario for my gpa after this sem. worst is drop by 0.2...reasonable is improve..so quite relieved by that..

anyway, my wishlist is formulated! ta da!
1. outings to....
a. kbox!
b. swensen's
c. ajisen
d. fish & co/manhattan
e. a good movie! (hint: shrek the third)
2. stayovers
3. good results as usual..i want my A's..A+'s..A*'s..
4. a nice wide-strapped neck lanyard (think mtv asia awards lanyard)
5. shows!!! (desperate housewives 3, prison break, csi, jin1 zhi1 yu4 nie4, under the canopy of love/tian1 mu4 xia4 de4 lian4 ren2, will add on if i think of more...)
6. acuvue define (5.25 for both eyes, any quantity :D)
7. For One More Day, by Mitch Albom
8. hair salon vouchers, if there's such a thing...
9. papillio's madrid kimono black (:
10. ipod nano white WAHAHAHAHA

enough? haha, really cannot think already. but well, they are really placed in order of desire. and (have i said it before?) i want ur time and company! more than anything! oops, shall not sound too over-excited..okay. i feel much better, getting this off my chest like i said i would (weeks ago).

haha, time to hit the sack...i mean the books! urgh..not nice to feel bloated..

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