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木曜日, 3月 29, 2007
pebbles' rocky world

have soooo many things to update. but first..i must explain the reason i acty found time to blog. tonite was a really strange night. i was extremely restless, and nothing i did felt like the right thing to do. and i know cos i've done just about anything. i cooked, i ate, i watched naruto, i mapled, i read thru BS802 stuff, i booked camera, i thought abt drama script and journal, i read emails, i chatted on msn, i listened to mr brown's podcasts, i read blogs, i downloaded music, i watched my old old old 108 video (my very first video pdn), i called bam, i surfed around, i stoned, and finally, finally, I FOUND WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR: my 21st birthday party ideas and wishlist!! woohoo! but more abt them in a separate entry. but i must say, angie the choice's 21st bday cakes are so freaking expensive!! wth! or rather, those in the shape of a key..priced by the hundreds! wahlao. on to updates.

i bought the Nikon Coolpix S8!! woohoo~ with two 2GB SD cards incl. and a free battery! hehe. but no pictures yet cos i'm in hall and cam is with bam, who has a 60% share of it, as of now. but no worries, i'll buy it over completely in a month's time. heehee. so exciting~!~!

BUT BUT BUT i didn't have the time to fiddle with it after i "bought" it cos:
1. bam bought it
2. i was having tuition when it was bought
3. i've barely 3 hours with it before i have to charge the batt overnight and leave it for the rest of the wkn as i spend it in sch filming T_T

YES, I BURNT MY WKN FILMING IN NTU AND SUNGEI BULOH!! SUNGEI BULOH!! from 5am to 8pm on a sunday!! no joke ok! the truckload of equipment (half of which were filming-unrelated) was unloaded in darkness, cos we've to capture the sunrise in sungei buloh -_-

it went fine in the end..my group finished the earliest..thanks to alotof ppl who gave my group help..really. if not we'd never be able to finish.

there was just one little thing. which i didn't realise until more than 24 hrs later. i had close to 50 mosquito bites in total, on all my limbs, which only showed on monday nite. i was dying in my sleep. i thought i'd skin myself alive trying to scratch away the itch.

okay, little nugget of info abt pebbles: 2 things pebbles will die of are itch and cough. cos i literally grew up with them. but that does not make me tolerate them better. pebbles can stand pain and fever better than the above-mentioned. cos pebbles has survived class with a blistered feet over vain shoes and pebbles has fever only once a year.

so..ya..i carry mopiko with me everywhere now. and talk abt persistent mosquito bites. this must be the most number and most persistent mosquito bites i've ever had in my 20 yrs of life. 10 days already leh! and they're not even fading out or seeming to die down. i really dunno what is happening man. and they really dun look like mosquito bites to me!

next, i'm gg tw in july! whoopee! tw tw tw!! chua bing chua bing chua bing! i'm gna come back twice as fat man. eat and eat as much as i can. muz try and earn as much $ as possible now. woohoo~~~ clothes clothes clothes! taipei 101!

trend story done! handed in! relieved! major milestone of 2nd yr in cs. really man, everyone's a wreck over this. AND, i did an honest work out of it. -beams-

it's the final sprint! final projects galore! then 2 days of exams and 4 months of freedom! woohoo~ bam's big 21st! MY big 21st! special sem! jobs! money! 3rd job! tw! 2nd anni! this 4 months will rockkkkkk~~

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木曜日, 3月 08, 2007
in a pissedsy mood

sigh. after seeing so many bj stuff on spectrum, i really can't tell what is wrong with mine. like, after all those criticisms and faults, other ppl still got in. i sound really sour rite, but that's the truth. isn't a good bj piece supposed to form qns in the viewer's head, then answer them, then form agn..etc etc? like, every piece i see is sooo different, and i can't fix a format or formula to it. so what does it actually take to be on spectrum?? oliver's judgment, and only that?? much as it seems as the possibility least likely, is he biased against us? i really dunno anymore!


haiz..maybe it's hard to convince upright ppl to tell stories for the camera, but seriously, isn't that what the media is abt? how many of the stories that made it on tv out there made it because they were the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth? almost none. they would have to be angled, exaggerated, sensationalised or fabricated in some way, if not they wouldn't have been interesting enough to be on tv. but i can be too skeptical at times. there ought to be righteous news people and directors out there..just a matter of how much time they take to produce their 100% true story.


rahhh. i ought to have known that oliver wasn't lying when he said he will make our lives miserable for the next 13 wks. i can't work out what's wrong with 221..what's different abt 221 from the rest. i procrastinate, i am half-hearted for some assignments and i rely on my group members. i do that for every module! and i have turned out fine! things worked themselves out! but WHAT IS WRONG WITH BLOODY 221??? i admit i have the wrong attitude, but my wrong attitudes lasted me for almost half my uni life. it's wrong, but it works! okay! RAHHH.


i'm fine. i'm not angry at myself, or oliver, or any 221 ppl, or even anyone. just pissed off with why things had to turn out so badly. i hate this sem. T_T

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月曜日, 3月 05, 2007
warning: spoilers ahead. might spoil your day.

O_o my blog still has visitors?? i'm amazed. and really honoured. really, this crappy blog is not worth your time.

sigh, non-examinable subjects only seem desirable. what lies beneath are countless, numerous, overflowing projects, assignments and deadlines to meet and complete. such a sentence might not have an impact on the average joe passing by here, since everyone is complaining abt the same things. but trust me, having 6 or 7 assignments at the back of my head (if it's still considered one) constantly is more than enough to kill. my gpa.

though it's quite clear what i'm gna s/u, it's still rather disheartening to know that i HAVE to s/u something. like, why did i even take this in the first place? or, why other ppl can make it and i cannot? somehow, the "i must conquer xxx module" spell has lost its effect. i dunno is it cos i never put as msn nick -______-" but well..it's what i've been telling myself this whole sem. and nothing is happening. and borrowing an analogy from the chinese bamboo tree story, i have NO time to wait till it shoots up six feet in the fifth year. so..i have to admit that there is something i can't do, no matter how hard i try. that, or ian's requirements are skewed. >_<

i have no time to date, celebrate ppl's 21st birthdays, for tuition, to maple, or do a piece of assignment to my satisfaction. everything kinda zooms past and leaves me with a borderline grade, i imagine. so what's with the no time to do work but have time to blog? well, i think it's just called giving up and if i continue forcing myself thru my assignment-inspiration's block, i'll be a mee pok girl.

ppl are roaring downstairs and i'm really getting kinda irritated. a group of noisy guys at the bottom, at it for more than 15 mins does not spell anything good. or am i just becoming more grumpy? grrr. stop roaring!

but well..no matter what happens, it's nice to have ppl in the same predicament, whom u can worry, procrastinate and then burn dawn oil with. they are the ones who really understand, and will rmb this part of the life journey with u. this part of the road that we will all conveniently miss so much 10 yrs down, since it's so easy to forget the hardship and miss something when it's over..like the adults always do and tell us to cherish school life, rite? but cherish is such a surreal thing..can't grab hold of it, can't make it go slower, can't force myself to like it, so..what is cherishing the moment? zzz.

i'm tired. and sleepy. agn. when i just woke up from a 3 hour nap. sigh. such is the power of mental fatigue.

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金曜日, 3月 02, 2007
whee~

-hacks thru the coffin of dust-


haha..yup..the past 2 months were spent quite miserably..so i didn't wanna bother to taint this blog with the nasty details. but now everything is over and i wash my hands off it!! to those who are involved in my daily life..u shd know wad was just over for me..that i was so eager to shake off..really damn damn frustrated liao..


hmm..shd i start a recount from 30th dec? ok la..the major events then. on 6th jan 2007..bam and i went to escape theme park..and we sat on almost all the rides..haha..except those tt we were hum..wah..damn fun lor..exciting too..but they're all rather short rides..so..abit anti-climax sometimes. oh well..after playing we wanted to muster our courage for the really topsy turvy ones..so we made a big mistake of going to the central tent..where all the carnival games are..u know the kind have to aim and throw the token or ring then have prize one..hehez..there was this classic teddy bear..big brown and furry..kinda like a brown daddy alfred..so cute lor! love at first sight man..ya so bam decided to aim for that. haha. is that considered a pun? anywayz..it's $2 for 5 tries..and bam got the small prize!! a little red devil that looks like casper..haha..so cute! looks so harmless..then we tried agn..the 1st 4 tries nothing..by this time got quite a crowd behind us liao..either watching or waiting for their turn..and there was this couple who got a dirty teddy just now and wanted to exchange for a clean one -___-" but well that's not the zhong dian...on the 5th try BAM GOT THE TEDDY!! WOOHOO~! the station master totally stunned..cos there she was exchanging a teddy..and we got another one! and she can't stuff the dirty one to me cos i'd alr seen it..wahaha. and all the BFs behind us instantly up their stress level..cos like suddenly see 2 teddies..den die die muz win one..wah..SO SHUANG OKAYYY..walk around Escape with a gigantic teddy bear..machiam typical puppy love kind..the bf win a super huge soft toy at the arcade for the gf..WAHAHA. damn high la...and obviously..if u rmbed i said it was a big mistake, literally, cos we can't get on any of the rides with teddy BaoBam (i named him on the way back)! so i carried BaoBam all the way from Pasir Ris to Bedok..hahaha..one of the most AA moments of my life manz..woots~~


then the next day...move to single room lo~ haha..quite a big project..thought i'd spend the day there slacking or doing it up..but what did i know..got maintenance so electricity cut off -___-" well done..apart from no internet connection, i have no fan! that's the biggest problem...zzz..but everything's well until now since i moved in..damn shuang la...can do anything i want..sleep anytime i want...and the opposite applies to...dun do if i dun like...dun sleep if i dun want...mess it up in anyway i like...come back at anytime i want...woohoo~~ i'm lovin' it...


'tis a sem of late nights..and few AUs...grrr..but bittersweet i guess..more hands-on...less writing..hmm..guess i love my film prod class most of all..though it's absolutely time-consuming...but it's so stress-free lor..feel quite at home..look forward to it (somewhat..)..and i know almost everything with regards to the technical aspect lor...and the class is nice too (with some exceptions zzz...)..but overally..i feel drained la...totally dunno what to do for 221 and drama...so lost..it's worse than 201..where there's time to catch up at the end..now, it seems like everything i do is wrong.. T_T am i the only one?


but well..at least v day and cny was nice...got to meet and meet up ppl..but melvin and i still didn't talk..haha. this time i was the one sleeping..anyway..went to tony roma's on v day...super early dinner..and the restaurant was freezing..had to wear jacket lor...so unglam..zzz..the standard dropped abit i think..but shall not criticise too much...so ex lor >( hmm..one thing to note was that we're probably the earliest couple to head home..at 7:30pm? wahaha. cos we were both too tired to do anything else. everyone walking different direction from us. hahaha. reminds me of xmas..spent it at home...but considering how we forgot our monthsary for 3 months consecutive, it's quite expected la..and quoting from zhanie and muffin..in a needless attempt to console me, "everyday is v day la..." (Ow & Ng, 2007) -_______-"


let's see..still got what..oh..my hall pdn...which was the 1st guild outing! wahaha..so exciting..see??




hmm..nothing much to say abt it..i agree to the criticisms and dun hear alotof encouragement..even if have, it's also for the individual actor or the "jiayou!" instead of "well done!", u know? kinda disheartening..but since i'm part of it, i dun deny that i share the blame..and everyone says.."nvm la..it's over liao.." ok lor..
ok..enough of updates..i'm bored! and tired! but not for long..cos it's payday tdy! yay!! show me the money!

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