happy birthday dear.

i know you don't regard your birthday as imptly as some other days, but i still hope i could have said happy birthday to you personally. maybe you do too..i don't know. sigh..all the signs of missing you are starting to take form..like pacing abt all day, having an sms monologue marathon, not finding anything interesting (even shopping!), feeling lethargic all the time..i'm starting to lose control..

i don't know why this kinda turned out looking depressing. but i'm really tired..and i just realised i'm blogging at a very interesting date and time.. -points above-

turned 20 already..don't be so xiao hai zi at times..learn to take care of yourself la..start by being more organised..hai..sometimes i feel like a mum..but it's fair i guess..cos sometimes i act like a spoilt little girl too..poor dad you are..

as for me..i still have 8 more days to do all i wish and attribute them to teenage recklessness and nature.. (:

love youuu.

ラベル: innermost feeling