was too caught up with assignments to properly do anything other than sleep too little, eat disgusting food and feel awful. happenings recently did not thrill me very much..though it appears my response is very out of the expected and presented. yes, they're all nice, and helpful, and friendly, and siblings to one another, and the qualities that probably descended from heaven..but maybe it's nice to remain mortal amidst all the kinds of angels that are too busy to notice a poor little girl selling matchsticks in the snow, watching them as they scurry past her by. maybe i do not deserve concern since i have not appeared at the right place to disseminate it, or my concerned did not feel it. but it's alright. emptiness means things ahead await to fill it (:

i've finally met up with ad and cockle! a pity cockle forgot to ask binch along..or it'd have been a perfect click outing! nice place, nice food, nice nostalgia! we all have different hair! cockle has more, ad has curly, and i've..brown. and messy and split-end too. cockle shows off his sex revival..........shirt, ad her fabulous photo taking skills and me..well, an sms addressed to dearie, sent to me, by cockle. and we took a table for 7! at crystal jade! haha. cos joel and mitchelle decided to combine both our outings. we had the usual cocklish jokes, comments, bets, classics, and ginger with soy sauce. and an evening of unfair treatment. all in all, laughter! :D and a dreamlike sidetrack from the dumps of ns/uni life. i knew i'd miss those times when i was experiencing them. sigh.

and now it's on to the mundane future beside the always-happening src, with more animated msn emoticons than words on my scrollbar-less chatroom, and people having fun at the concourse outside my window. yamseng.

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and i got this from kok sheng's blog..i think it's damn nice!

What will you do?

Think hard before you decide....

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused.

Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. You could make the train change its course to the disused track and save most of the kids.

However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could make.............

How do you decide?

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No cheating...

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What is your decision?

Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and sacrifice only one child. You might think the same way, I guess.

Exactly, I thought the same way initial ly because to save most of the children at the expense of only one child was rational decision most people would make, morally and emotionally.

But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact made the right decision to play at a safe place? Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who chose to play where the danger was.

This kind of dilemma happens around us everyday. In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society, the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority, no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are.

The child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined. And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The friend who forwarded me the story said he would not try to change the course of the train because he believ ed that the kids playing on the operational track should have known very well that track was still in use and that they should have run away if they heard the train's sirens.

If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because he never thought the train could come over to that track! Moreover, that track was not in use probably because it was not safe. If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all passengers on board at stake! And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.

"Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular isn't always right." Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

ラベル: groundshaking discovery, motivational post

i cracked my adobe photoshop cs2! so i've cs2 on my lappie! but at the same time i think i've earned myself an additional trojan on my pc. hehe. so long it doesn't affect my beloved lappie. everything comes at a price!

i love my dearest dear! cos he makes everything possible! even curbing my spending! -gasp!-

let me try to configure my wireless! and dearest dear just called! tata!

ラベル: spontaneous rant

listening to a really romantic story on 93.3! hehe..happy stories always have the bittersweet effect isn't it..cos it makes you jealous but happy for the person as well..hee.

life in uni stresses me out! the accumulation of work never stops..and like i alr take it as the holidays now..which means i gotta start studying! sob..exams in another month's time! oh no..

as many would have seen, my msn nick now is life can't get any better. maybe it's an exaggeration! but nvm..i'm content with a peaceful routine student life..rather than the working life. learning to ignore ridiculous covert conflicts helps. i've come to realise it's no use fretting over such undefined and mo ming qi miao conflicts..that have probably arised through no fault of mine..though no doubt correlated. wow my course helps! causation and correlation. aiya..to all those out there who are reading this, if you think i'm referring to you, i just wanna say i dun really care you see, for the same simple reason that i'm not putting any names up..cos i dunno who you are..but i can feel you're there. (: hello enemy.

wayne said yesterday that blogging is dumb..cos more often than not we've to practise some form of self-censorship.. -shrugs- that's ok, cos i never censor my stuff. i write purely to let ppl in bedok, or in the future, aust(sob..) know how i'm doing in far away boon lay. and the fact that i rarely update seriously cancels any chance of me wanting to censor stuff cos i bet my audience now is so small that my defamation target has given up reading this. haha. so it's safe to talk bad abt ppl! hehe. ohno..oops cherie are you reading this? didn't mean to talk abt you :P

haha, wad a stupid red shoes promotion. looking for guys wearing red shoes on orchard rd. the only guy i know that owns red shoes is wen de lo! which was immed banned aft one day of wearing in tj..haha. oops, digressed.

impt dates for the next two days..but i dunno wad to do yet! argh..severe lack of time..and i'm still blogging..man..

i'm so damn sad..no time to decorate my room..sob. nothing to decorate it with oso. :(

ok..time to get ready..for lunch! haha.

ラベル: spontaneous rant

maybe i'm making a fuss out of nothing. cos i shouldn't even have been at that place at that time. but..by accident, i was. so? does it change the fact that such opinions exist? such thinking is just irresponsible. no argument. i never do such a thing. i never have a certain perception of somebody. i always believe there are two sides of a coin and that ppl nowadays don't go for lose-lose situations alr. grow up man..that was like primary school. at the very basic level, i analyse and find out more abt wad i am in doubt. apparently this is enough to put me above some childish people.

i do not deny that i am at fault. but the way it was put was entirely in your self-serving bias can. maybe i am getting defensive because i took it personally. but it is targeted at me. i dun go around pretending that i'm cool and that i dun care..i'm not affected at all. i am affected. who wouldn't?

but it's ok. i believe that qing1 zhe3 zi4 qing1. if that is the way you look at life, where you think the worst of those who are actually trying their best to maintain the fragile thread of relationship, go on. no one can tell you what to do. just that the people you're cherishing are the perhaps not the most long-lasting ones. and by the time you realised, they've long gone. not because they'd departed like you perceived them to be, but because no one waits for someone forever.

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant