in fact, in addition to the increased quantity of every item listed above, i brought a million other things, that range from insecticide to ribbon to potpourri. woohoo. so that all means......i'll be gone for a week! to The Sixth Kingdom! my hall camp (: hehe, quite excited but dreaded at the same time. bah. i shall just do what i like. which means..i shall be on when i feel like it. i will miss you all! -cries-

other than that, most of my time these days is spent coughing. YES, COUGHING. for those who know me well, my cough is my epitome of disability. ppl who have experienced it, kindly verify. there is only one word that can possibly describe how it feels to have MY COUGH during a weeklong camp. WAHLAO. fyi, i only have fever once a year. my cough? lasts for a year. and nothing, i repeat, nothing is able to stop it. and yes you guessed it. i'm coughing right now.

whatever. i'm off..miss ya guys alot! argh..reality bites! sisters and htg, take care of yourselves! )':

ラベル: juicy update, spontaneous rant

and while you're at it, might wanna take a peek at my newly formed earrings album! for any orders or queries, pls feel free to email at sotingster@gmail.com with leftsandrights as header! enjoy! :D

ラベル: traffic-stopping event

and i'm gg for hall orientation! oops, sound too excited agn! sianness will start to set in after awhile, not to worry. nature always sets itself right. anyway, back to topic. i think i'm gna die!! haha, cos from what i can predict, i'll never have a dry, clean or peaceful moment for the whole 6days? haha. and..bring swimsuit? righttt. gna spend alot too i foresee. they gna bring us explore boon lay la, must be. but what's there to explore, since it's obvious all the participants are hall residents. hehe, silly question once agn. they must be bringing us to places that will take away our sleep in the future, obviously.

yayy celebrated cherie and teresa's birthday at cartel yesterday! for pics, visit cherie's blog! dun have group photo though. hmm but nvm..we're meeting agn tmr! oops..sorry..tdy! oops..i mean..tonite! muahaha. whee, so happy for my meis..they've so many activities in line for their birthday..days before and after also have..guess they really have great angels in their lives! muaha. which i'm one of. -beams!-

wow my aircon is cold. i'm slowly freezing in my own room. which i only have like less than a month to stay in.. -grabs a box of tissues-

AND I'M HOPPING MAD NOW!! COS MY MSN ARGH! IS. NOT. FUNCTIONING! like, i can't see anything on the window?! if there is a window! there's only a title bar and a blinking cursor where your typing goes. the rest is just blank. ie contents of the browser directly below it. and when an alert floats up it's just some grey shit. not just my conversation windows. my contact list window also cannot see! i wanna..i wanna..throw all the guys who created version 7 against the wall. so many problems and flaws!! go and die la! argh. anyway, i'm using windows messenger now. which also happens to be the most primitive and least-functions-ed and argh! ancient and lao kok kok one! cos i can't even see the emoticons ppl put!! anything other than the fugly default set i can't see la. AND i can't even receive a file! gosh..i wanna cry le
-grabs bouts of tissue out of box-
but arghhh..can't be bothered.

isn't it amazing..how guys JUST know everything abt IT and stuff? just comes naturally to them..just like how cross stitch comes naturally to most girls. haha. nero, .bin, .cue, divx, codec..woahhhh. most guys and perhaps some girls also will probably look at it and go "...?" abt my exclamation. but i really not very in touch with such stuff sia. sorry mannn, ignorant old teen here. aiya. i'll try to learn. but comm studies will definitely help. alot. muahaha.

i am sooo hungry! but alas, it is so late. and i never eat much at other ppl's hse. even though i know i wun be full. i dunno why acty. nothing wrong with eating rite. not as if the host wld know i ate less than what was given. but yea. i just feel abit better by eating not as much. wow! weird action once agn. that requires no form of response or memory. or impact.

i finally watched mr and mrs smith! thks so much dearest! really quite a good show! as good as i expected it to be :D really all genres into one movie. except for maybe horror. yea. :D :D !!

i better go fix something to eat! otherwise this will be the last post?
-gasp-

ラベル: spontaneous rant

yup..what eventually spurred me on to blog was the meaningful emails i received. one is abt this new rape tactic where they make use of a 'lost' child to gain your sympathy, then you bring the child 'home', and eventually you get raped without even seeing your rapist cos you will be electrocuted by the doorbell and thrown into the wild the next morning. ya, but morbid things aside, let's look at encouragement emails!

I Wish For You..

Comfort on Difficult Days,

Smiles when Sadness Intrudes,

Rainbows to Follow the Clouds,

Laughter to Kiss Your Lips,

Sunsets to Warm Your Heart,

Gentle Hugs when Spirits Sag,

Friendships to Brighten Your Being,

Beauty for Your Eyes to See,

Confidence for When You Doubt,

Faith so that You Can Believe,

Courage to Know Yourself,

Patience to Accept the Truth,

And Love to Complete Your Life.

And if You Can't Have All That...

Then I wish you enough chocolate to make it through the tough times...

so cute right? hehe. here's another one:

it's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of your pride. we spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault to those we already love,when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. free your heart from hatred.

2. free your mind from worries.

3. live simply.

4. give more.

5. expect less.

disappointments are like road humps. they slow you down abit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. don't stay on the humps too long. move on! when you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you.

the measure of love is when you love without measure. in life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return. so once you have it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again.

i don't usually forward or even send emails. i dunno why man. maybe cos stupid gmail!! doesn't have the mass forwarding function. serious! "While Gmail doesn’t currently support the functionality to select multiple recipients from your Contacts list when forwarding messages, we’re testing many new features to improve our service." you tell me!! will have the "!!!" reaction or not?? aiya..nvm. there's always a flaw in everything.

i just watched bei feng chui guo de xia tian mv! and saw jin sha for the first time..she's really quite a sweet girl! joey yung lookalike. her new song kong qi is also quite nice..but abit not her style leh. dun really bring her voice out well. haha, whoa..hear the novice speak. yep, enough yakking. time for updates on yesterrrday!!

1pm: went to meet cherie mei to shop at bugis v. yea..listening to don stories while donning my newfound funky tops! hehe, er..not very good but ya..if u're reading this, Don!!!! -waves harddd- don't be so passive and stagnant le!! got green light le! hehe. back to the topic. i bought 3 tees! for quite a good price..hehe! and the day before i bought this beige butterfly-and-flowers-themed watch at bedok, for a v low price oso! last piece le somemore. bedok has really evolved right under my nose without me knowing. like, there's this shop near POSB now that sells funky bags and shoes and clothes la. you tell me!! got ppl notice it before or not? and the watch stall. or rather, bedok got this kind of shop before or not? really got the far east level one style sia. oh!! i digressed!! li2 ti2 le!! moved away from the original setting somemore! that is immediate failure sia! hmm anw, cherie saw many many retro stuff and was quite thrilled i suppose. we tried on some sunglasses but couldn't take picture..so too bad. really quite sad leh, i liked this pair with diamantes at the side..like how often have i taken a fancy for retro stuff?? ohno, mass comm influence, i can hear someone say. yup..as i was still quite early to reach orchard at the stipulated 3pm, we sat and talked for a good 20mins at the stn bench i think. abt you-know-who and you-know-what. yup, pls feel better you know! sigh, i guess nothing goes smoothly in life! :/

3pm: met chan eng at orchard mrt. spent some time in mango where she ai bu shi shou with this orange corduroy jacket..which costs $100 after discount. then we went adidas, where she looked at jackets agn, and then to far east, where she looked at more jackets. haha, yup, you get the idea. jackets! is the word for our shopping trip. then we bought what we set out to buy (which is not a jacket) and went to taka..where i saw the paris supporters! haha, everyone was staring at them. but sadly, London 2012. oh well, cos i ate and shopped for a drink too slowly, st2 had to go off to ps first, where she has an appointment.

then i went home for awhile..met yingchun to pass her the photoshop cd which i have owed for a bloody long time, and went off for tuition! in the horrifyingly long bus trip in bus9. tell me, which idiotic bus takes more than half an hour to travel from bedok to tampines?? and it's not even tampines interchange man. it's just the middle of tampines. gosh.

and i have no mood to blog abt anything further..not that i have things to blog abt anyway..cos i just saw my bill..and i don't ahve any minutes rollover for next month! what the hell..something is wrong la..how can i have 444mins of incoming calls?? so, i'm gg to starhub webbie to check it out. sayonara..

ラベル: spontaneous rant

ahh, another weekend over. now i've gotta settle my tfl and giro stuff. and maybe hall orientation too. and my roommate Carmen Choong hasn't confirmed with me if she's keen on going, yet! and she's flying off tmr! best lor. grr. fine. i shall be ap and not join any of the orientations. but before that, just one last shot at luck: ANYONE KEEN ON GOING OR CRASHING SCI OR MY HALL ORIENTATION WITH ME? i feel like going to the CAC orientation too. haha, right. not that rich.

just bought july's seventeen. ya i know, how slow right. but i really only can have a life when i'm not working. i dunno why too. i've been missing so much tv and sleep time and maybe even online time, that i'm seriously shocked man. like during the last few days of my job, i just didn't have the time to even go online la. was just rushing thru the night cos of farewell gifts, tuition, talking to my beloved, and yea, sleeping!! sleeping!! never get enough of it sia. now where was i. right, seventeen. haha, really a savings-themed issue sia. all the diy stuff and where to find cheap stuff, with one section dedicated to these three shops in bedok, like just how near from where i'm typing this right now. and they're all in the same block! well done. seventeen writers are sooo hardworking. but aiya, i'm sure i've seen them before and they're not really very exciting la. not very cheap also. bugis village still the best shopping haven eh? (;

and..right not reading wrongly.
-points above-
i do give tuition now! like finally right. hai..certain reasons have not allowed me to give tuition up till now but yea everything's alright now! (: my kid is haha, can make it but not very hardworking i suppose. maybe all kids are like that. maybe i was like that. still remember i was always always addicted to some games during major exams. psle, o's, a's..all sama. but erm..didn't turn out too bad eh? haha. so, children, the moral of the story is always be consistent with your work. then midnight oil need not be burnt on the eve of exams. while everyone else is slogging away, you're happily playing games :D

and! read on to find out the most shocking move of a female during the GSS. haha, i stepped into Mango for the first time during the whole Mango sale only on July 2nd. sinful!! to be so late. haha, not like i'm exactly a Mango girl. everyone knows imma Fox girl! and SK girl! whoopee. my favourite and i simply walked in and out. haha, the Taka Mango shopped in 5 minutes. cos obviously, there's nothing left. :/ -shrugs-

we went to look at bedlinen too! since i'm moving into the very, very isolated Boon Lay campus, where NSFs will just strip in the middle of the road from opposite my library, very soon. very hard to choose ar. mostly cos i don't really know what i want. funky? comfy? stylish? they have all of that, which come in all kinds of prices too. or shd i just listen to what my mum says, to just bring one of the sets at home there. but no!! my quilt must match my linen! haha, i'm not really as worked up as i typed. in fact, i'm much more nonchalant than i shd be. for the whole 7 month hiatus, i've been doing nothing but struggling to meet deadlines for uni matters and other big and small stuff cos i can't be bothered to do what i shd have done during my free time. which brings back the same question: when did i ever have free time?

and to all the regular readers (or shd i say checkers, since most of the time there's nothing new to read) of my blog, thank you all so much! hehe, i just get all warm and fuzzy when i look at my referrer's list and know that everyday, ppl do read/check my blog. i wanna buy a car for all of you! in my next life! mmmmuacks. and THEN there's this mysterious google link that has linked me for 69 times, for goodness knows what reason, or how. but all the same, thank you (:

stay tuned for earrings on display! like finally!

ラベル: groundshaking discovery, spontaneous rant

only now then start to sink in..no more waking up early and being late for work, sneaking into the office trying not to be seen by Sabah, mass taking half day leave cos of no work to do..argh i know it's too late to say i miss all of these, and probably not true either, but still! i got to know a bunch of really nice office people, who behave like a family really..gosh. the culture there is..woah. nothing can beat it sia. u'd never have thought that a telemarketing job could be like that. so fulfilling. and up till the previous sentence then i realised that we all have changed people's lives in some way or another, more for the better than for the worse definitely. all the escalations to solve their problems, all the offering to find out information or book seminars, or to remind them for seminars, or just simply being there and listening to what they have to say. i think it's a satisfaction in its own way ba. (:

sigh. i feel so tired. and i don't know why. everything seems to be going well. but ya..just seems la. i don't know what really is going on. with me. everyone around me. and of cos uni. i think the only part of my life that i'm sure i've no problem with is my sisters le. i dunno. is it cos i've gotten my priorities all wrong? or what. somebody just tell me..i can't stand silence. i can't read minds very well either. and i often tell signs wrongly. ya. i need ppl to tell me in the face what the problem is. i'm really quite stressed now la..sigh. this is not quite an overreaction..just an accumulation of the bits that i keep trying to brush away time after time, till i realise i cannot run away anymore. and..hi dear, this is not abt us..ok?

nites ppl..what a depressing post after a break of two wks..ahh what's new.

ラベル: innermost feeling, juicy update