for the future me

the above is actually a yelpish scream of joy and release rather than an anguished roar..which has occurred more often in my blog. but really..argh! allow me to nag, but i really really am so glad that i went to cs instead of anywhere else..that i followed my heart and ignored my head..(maybe that's why it's been malfunctioning ever since) and for all the other nitty gritty decisions that were made the same way. maybe it can be said that i wun know what's out there if i dun try other things..things that i dunno if they interest me or not..but i always believe everyone knows whether they're really happy or not..and they know whether what they're doing is The Thing, or The Right Thing, just like only u know if u've married The One..something like that..and i'm quite positive i'm truly enjoying myself. cs can be quite summarized by one word - surprises. no matter who u bump into, no matter which corner u go in the sch, or which prof comes along and teaches u. i sound too patriotic, but I LOVE CS! if only the ci club could return me my textbooks too. haha.

speaking of which, i spent $120 (and counting) on. BIG SIGHHHH. but i'll treasure them well. still, BOOOHOOOOOOO.

whee~ i'm twirly. never knew what it felt like to totally let go of frayed ties and bonds (oh, what a joke) that were loose on the other end for quite sometime. no one is right or wrong..i just believe i've done what i could. no communication, no sharing! the old days are officially gone.

what would you see in the Mirror of Erised?

ラベル: innermost feeling, motivational post, spontaneous rant