for the future me

for redwan ali's would you be there! it's such a sweet song! k la, it's sort of like pierre png and jesseca liu's song in the show mars vs venus 幸福双人床..so nice!! Angel has the lyrics on his blog..and that prompted me to search for the song..i fell in love with the song while watching the show..but never occurred to me to dl it. weird me, but nvm..i'll have it in my podpod soon!

was suddenly reminded of the carrot, egg and coffee bean story. though i read it like ages ago i never stopped to think which one i was. i guess last time i was the egg, and now i'm gradually learning to become the coffee bean..taking my obstacles in stride..but still not totally able to change my environment yet.

i know of some ppl who are the egg, and some the carrot. that's such a pity, cos i miss the original them. the eggs are so unapproachable now, and the carrots, well, interacting with them just dampens everyone's mood by a certain extent. for the egg i kinda understand how it feels..having bitterness inside you, constantly feeling indignant and thus never giving up a chance to prove yourself better than everyone else, but sometimes u try so hard that ppl see it as 钻牛角尖..so..i hope they can see thru themselves and give themselves and everyone around them a second chance. as for the carrot, i hope you can evaluate urself and unworthy ppl properly..stop giving urself more hurt than u shd..

12 more days to tw. i'm sooo excited.

p.s. if i talk abt things that require bkgrd info i would most probably have provided a link, but it doesn't show cos..the html of this template is weirddd. so erm..hover around and you might just spot a change in cursor (:

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