it was a nice break from blogging. was quite happified, though alotof travelling was done to avoid certain matters..and travelling = costs :'( nvm..i think it was worthwhile. can't make sense to save money just to land myself in a troublesome and restricted place, ey?

carolled, made presents, read, seen, heard, remembered, forgotten, felt. these are all the things i've done. gosh. i shall not revert to my ambiguous style agn. but..they are but trivial matters. have i anything to blog abt, except such small things? is it possible that small pebbles can blog abt things that will have an impact? i think not..and even if she can, only ppl who shd know it, will know it..and places that can contain it, will contain it. and it is not this place, because it is the intersection of the many kinds of person i am. and to certain ppl, i cannot show a certain side of me. i think it is the same for everyone. yes, i can keep a blog for a certain clique, but what if i have something to say abt them? create another blog? do i have to create a blog then, for every clique i have, that i can blog abt anything except things abt them? or, i keep a private blog and keep everyone out? what good then, would this be, since it's a blog?

agn..i talk too much..but i do feel like sharing my innermost thoughts once in a while..show that i do think and care abt certain things..and what better time to write abt it, than on a melancholy, pouring nite? and the above was not mindless ramblings. i do have certain misgivings abt the ppl around me, that are so trivial that i can't bear to say, yet impt enough to keep me thinking abt it. but basically, i was just thinking abt obligation and initiative. but to those reading this, don't worry. cos it's probably not you. simply cos you are reading this. i suppose you care enough.

ラベル: innermost feeling