zzz..wanted to blog abt my very happifying pebbles and bam bam bedsheet..but now all the mood is lost..but yeah..i found it in the john little sale..and i bought it cos i lost my bedsheet in hall..it wasn't stolen or misplaced..it just vanished..another reason to rant on and on..but i shall not..

dreading tonite..but i shall just hang on for the last few times..and survive like i did half a year ago..rahhh!! i hate ridiculous commitments!! and expensive ones nevertheless! grr! i used to wonder if i rather have time or money..now i know the answer..i'd rather have time!! den i wouldn't waste it doing things that i shouldn't..and waste my money in the process too..grr! i really need to vent it out..

i must stand up for myself..no matter what..i will not pay any more than i should..i will let my bank balance go back to what it should be..

stupid sms..one sms and all my happy thoughts are gone..

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