maybe i'm making a fuss out of nothing. cos i shouldn't even have been at that place at that time. but..by accident, i was. so? does it change the fact that such opinions exist? such thinking is just irresponsible. no argument. i never do such a thing. i never have a certain perception of somebody. i always believe there are two sides of a coin and that ppl nowadays don't go for lose-lose situations alr. grow up man..that was like primary school. at the very basic level, i analyse and find out more abt wad i am in doubt. apparently this is enough to put me above some childish people.

i do not deny that i am at fault. but the way it was put was entirely in your self-serving bias can. maybe i am getting defensive because i took it personally. but it is targeted at me. i dun go around pretending that i'm cool and that i dun care..i'm not affected at all. i am affected. who wouldn't?

but it's ok. i believe that qing1 zhe3 zi4 qing1. if that is the way you look at life, where you think the worst of those who are actually trying their best to maintain the fragile thread of relationship, go on. no one can tell you what to do. just that the people you're cherishing are the perhaps not the most long-lasting ones. and by the time you realised, they've long gone. not because they'd departed like you perceived them to be, but because no one waits for someone forever.

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