only now then start to sink in..no more waking up early and being late for work, sneaking into the office trying not to be seen by Sabah, mass taking half day leave cos of no work to do..argh i know it's too late to say i miss all of these, and probably not true either, but still! i got to know a bunch of really nice office people, who behave like a family really..gosh. the culture there is..woah. nothing can beat it sia. u'd never have thought that a telemarketing job could be like that. so fulfilling. and up till the previous sentence then i realised that we all have changed people's lives in some way or another, more for the better than for the worse definitely. all the escalations to solve their problems, all the offering to find out information or book seminars, or to remind them for seminars, or just simply being there and listening to what they have to say. i think it's a satisfaction in its own way ba. (:

sigh. i feel so tired. and i don't know why. everything seems to be going well. but ya..just seems la. i don't know what really is going on. with me. everyone around me. and of cos uni. i think the only part of my life that i'm sure i've no problem with is my sisters le. i dunno. is it cos i've gotten my priorities all wrong? or what. somebody just tell me..i can't stand silence. i can't read minds very well either. and i often tell signs wrongly. ya. i need ppl to tell me in the face what the problem is. i'm really quite stressed now la..sigh. this is not quite an overreaction..just an accumulation of the bits that i keep trying to brush away time after time, till i realise i cannot run away anymore. and..hi dear, this is not abt us..ok?

nites ppl..what a depressing post after a break of two wks..ahh what's new.

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