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月曜日, 5月 16, 2005
i don't understand

mannn. 19 is just like 18! what's the difference?! :( no sudden maturity 'i must take responsibility!', no blast-in-the-face i'm-19 feeling..at all! i just feel..like how i used to. damn. what's little left of my teenhood..like that? what happened to my driving? digicam? own phone line? korean lessons? holiday? all other post-ALevels dreams? poverty deprives!! it really deprives! a rich man might not be happy, but a poor man can never be happy. as with a poor woman.

bah. the above. was just. a very exaggerated version of what i really feel. i'm not starving. i'm buying from Fox Women every other week. i exceed my hp subscription. i go online more than 20 hours a week. i take midnight cab. and i call myself poor? no way. i'm just spending away my money, sigh. but at least it gives me pleasure! heehee. yea but who doesn't wish for more rite. just a wish won't kill. tell me you don't want a digicam. it's highly impossible. it's not wrong to wish..but it's wrong to lose your dignity. that's the way things are. less well-off ppl simply wait longer for things. i will never complain being poor, as it's not an acquired attribute. ppl who say they're poor have no backbone at all. it's as if being poor is wrong. i just wait, man.

jj's mu nai yi is the theme song for yin cha yang cuo, the new channel8 9pm drama serial! but lyrics have changed abit. and the title's not really mu nai yi i think. it's stil nice though! ehes. was humming along and tilting my head in rhythm when the advert was playing. how heartwarming! to finally have a decent local theme song. jing zhong ren's was..ok. but weird somehow. the rest are..hiya..hk dramas.

steven didn't come tdy, haha. but we didn't slack as much as we could. see! we're employees of conscience. towards the end of the day, kerin and sabah were not in sight too. wahaha. heavenly. not that we're hyrocites or anything, but it's still not very good to get them into trouble for our actions rite. if they dun see, den they're safe as well..haha.

watched laogong's Everybody Has Secrets finally, on Sunday..at kiu's hse. the show was quite crappy la..but laogong made it all worthwhile, aww. for kiu, if you ever read this, HE'S NOT! A! CASANOVA! HUMPH! he's my laogong and he was just acting! besides, it's not his fault anyway, that the three sisters all fall for him. he's exuding charm like nobody's business can. who wouldn't melt seeing him. i gushed and gushed and gushed like how i would gush if i saw my laogong anywhere. aww. i'm melting agn..just thinking abt it. everybody has secrets! go catch it!

haha, the above was also, an exaggeration of what really happened. only gushed at the beginning la, when he made his first appearance. towards the end i was more of tearing the pillow apart. ahh nvm. i get quite emotional over korean shows, must uds. haha. just see how i watch All In mannn. concentrate until cannot concentrate further. hahaha.

my blog is really quite a poor telltale of my real life. as with majority of blogs. not that i'm afraid of losing my privacy here, like only how many ppl acty read here anyway. more like the single reason why you can't tell your friend why you're angry, is because the cause precisely, is your friend. pls don't get me wrong, i do not hold grievances deep enough to plan a revenge or render you perpetually on my blacklist. i can't remain angry for long anyway. i never succeed. i'm just saying, i'm also human and though i've almost never lost my temper at any of my friends, i do get angry at some rare instances when i can't help it. cos i'm a girl. who gets petty and jealous and has pms. just to assure you all, these are really RARE INSTANCES. yup..dun start suspecting if i'm angry whenever i dun talk or smile or anything. cos haha, YOU ALL CAN NEVER TELL. wahaha. ya seriously, just wanna share a side of me that erm..i've never revealed! hehe. triggered by Everybody Has Secrets.

yea, and there're always some things only to be found out, and never be told! thru blogs anyway. so all my close friends, don't worry! you all probably have known what you're supposed to!

the blogging fever always burns!

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