after a terrible one-day stint at a particularly unpleasant dept in some lousy bank that was recently swallowed by another, i've come to appreciate my colleagues more..not that i didn't know before..but as compared to ppl outside, i think they're angels..time just seems to fly with them..life is simple and uncompetitive..perhaps it just happens to suit my mindset..my style of working..maybe ppl in the banking sector are supposed to be sharp-tongued and impatient and bossy in order to survive..and it is not a generalisation..cos it's an agreed sentiment among my colleagues who have worked with bank ppl before..so..shrug.

really must hand it over to my colleague, who can take all the shouting over the phone, in the face and behind her back like they're just irritating traffic..and also v touched that another consoled and changed perspectives for me for the whole morning..and cos of them i cheered up and chose to focus on the good instead of the bad..instead of brooding over how such inconsiderate ppl can exist, i can choose to look at the dearer ppl around me..who make my day everyday..i don't think many in the company have a particularly burning passion for what they're doing..but i'm sure one of the reasons they stay on is for the ppl who're there..never thought i'd go back after my PI..but now i don't deny the possibility..erm..that is if they want me back.. :S

i've been rather disillusioned and idealized lately..trapped in a world where only one thing is of concern at a time..focusing on one thing at a time..so..i could be going mad..pls beware.

it's march! the start of the birthdays cycle..whee~

yawn..i'm buffed. tatas.

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