for the future me

sometimes, answered questions just bring abt a new set of questions.

yes, m&c saatchi has finally finally called..but how will the interview turn out?

yes, most of the projects have ended without glitches..but what are their outcomes?

yes, i've secured a company for phase 1..but do i really want it?

yes, i know of more 1st class and dean's list ppl..but is it better if i didn't?

acty i applied to m&c saatchi to have a shot..never really expected anything. the only reason i applied is if i don't try, i'll never know..if i can have a chance. such lack of ambition? whatever. i'm sick of competition. all the high level ppl, pls go away.

i'm really tired. all the effort, all the doing without complaining toleration, and all the time and money apent..are all false hopes..get personal all u want. i can't be bothered.

in fact, i've been totally impulsive this sem. i devote everything to what i like and neglect everything that i don't like. and right now, i just feel like skipping over the exams so i don't have to take them. because i know my fate for this sem has just abt sealed.

to be absolutely random, i hate boon lay mobs. argh why is there SO MANY PPL at all times of the day?? it takes so long to get anywhere!! it's prob one of the last places i wanna live in.

such lack of life..to be talking abt nothing but school. but that's cos i've let projs, assignments and readings take over my life. can't complain now, can i?

someone! tell me precisely what to do. i don't wanna stand ambiguity anymore.

i guess i'm fine. i'm just an angry student. but otherwise i'm a person-to-be..after nov 27th.

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant