for the future me

because of the never-ending projects and multiple deadlines in a project. it's kind of the profs to keep on extending the deadlines..i think we all appreciate that. but this sem seems to be particularly crazy..everyone has like at least 4 projects on hand..or the equivalent workload of it. since rj and zhanie blogged abt it..it triggered me off to talk abt how ke lian we are. i mean, it's not just them..not just ebm..nearly everyone i know is up to the eyebrow with work. can't they just understand us like duffy does???

and there is the problem of communication within groupmates. everyone has this problem. sometimes i'm so pissed that i just blank out and not think anymore. ok..maybe sometimes ppl offend me unknowingly..maybe we're all too stressed..that's why i think keeping my opinions to myself will just help the situation more than anything. i just hope it ends soon for me. i shall just conclude that all the problems arises because we all have different expectations for the project.

AND there will be the spoil mkt ppl. obviously we all want to spoil mkt. who doesn't? but sigh, when u're in a group where everyone is somehow more focused on their other projects, this is what happens..u will not spoil mkt. not that i have the right to complain..since i'm not zai enough to make the project better..but well..priorities are different.

i sometimes wonder if my first impression of ppl are wrong. cos after i know them better, they don't act like what i expected them to..or even like what other ppl make them out to. either i'm really wrong abt them, or they really persist to the end..to be a hypocrite.

i just feel so suffocated. this whole sem is such a terrible time. feel stressed for myself and my friends. everyone spends all their time in school, or shooting, or doing project, or completing their assignments. i feel like such a slacker. cos i dun slog as much and when i do, i do it in hall. -_-

to my dear friends..jia you! 4 more wks! endure!

ラベル: motivational post, spontaneous rant