for the future me

from surfing thru the mountain of tw hotel webbies. my gosh..i have a phobia of 繁体字 now!! except i'm not really braking. quite the opposite. i'm accelerating as i read. thank goodness my chinese hasn't left me. whew. i can most confidently say i've read thru all the working websites of budget hotels in Kaohsiung..and i dun uds their system at all! why got promotional price one? and they never put the end date. and what is 住宿 or 休息? rah. but since i'm staying for only one night in Kaohsiung, maybe i can search for a better hotel? but that will mean sifting thru another list all over agn...NOOOOO~~~

not sure how much ppl plan when they go on a free and more imptly, easy, trip. well, all i can say it is not free and definitely not easy. i've seen so many versions of the Kaohsiung map that if u throw me there now, chances are i can feel my way around liao. all from searching for accomodation. on second thoughts, maybe not...i sometimes get lost in my own neighbourhood..cos every building looks the same from the back. siao liaoooo..directionless, defenseless, quite penniless, still wanna go free and easy??? die lor.

but anyway, it's quite fun to plan stuff, really. the anticipation, the expectations, the satisfaction when it's done, and the feeling that we've prepared as much as we can for the unexpected is..undescribable (correct this word for me). been doing lotsa planning these few days, and it's really..shiok i guess. seeing ur plan realise is satisfying. maybe that's why i love the media..showing everyone ur works that u've been planning and collaborating and creating for dunno how many months..and even though my name may only appear in one line of the credits, it's enough.

18 days to tw! dun really like this countdown..cos it means that when i come back, sch is gna start! T_T oh! and i just realised i haven't read up on my PI stuff. i'm really ignorant abt the whole PI thing. like, shd i apply to the big or small firms? the big names just scares me off (think Ogilvy :O), like i'm expected to know everything when i get there, and start working professionally. and the small firms give me more of an impression of on-the-jobs..learning as i do. from what i've just written it's obvious i'm quite a scaredy cat rite? sigh..maybe that's the once bitten, twice shy thingy. working as a media liaison once has really opened my eyes (but not my experience though T_T). but that time i really dunno anything! and there's not really anyone in the office who can help me so the whole thing was like quite stagnant..bleahz. horrible memories. -shakes memories off-

bam said i'm losing my identity. that's not true! i still know and fill my name in as yuanting ok! grrr.

i just lovie lovie loveeee this skin..just BaoBam and me..what a sweet thought!!
-twirls BaoBam in circles and tosses him-

ラベル: spontaneous rant