for the future me

because it equates to less workload. it has been a rather miserable 3 wks that i didn't blog, primarily because my life is spelt S-C-H-O-O-L now. fyp is nagging me, 402 is confusing me, 475 is boring me, and 434 is just..killing me. i wish it would just kill me in one shot, and not drag my agony across 13 wks, 6 presentations and 2 papers. SIGH. such is life. i'm so divided now. this is probably the sem that i'm involved in sch work the most and yet there is no corresponding gratification! i'm suffering from cognitive dissonance.

but then, it is the make it or break it year..so i just have to find a way of surviving it. SIGH.

i spend so much time on the abovementioned that the simplest things actually seem like a temporary escape..e.g. meals, bathing and standing time on the train (cos then i wun be able to highlight my readings). and of cos now..blogging. what is this??

bleah..dinnertime. yippee.

ラベル: innermost feeling, spontaneous rant